It's not Love, It's Obsession

Chapter 1 - Crazy little thing called love

Author's Note: This book is gonna be all in Rihanna's P.O.V. If I decide to put into Chris's P.O.V. or Drake's I'll warn you. Hope you like it!

Well it all started when I was about 19, I was at my second year of college when I met Chris, now even tho I was at college I still lived with my parents, I know it was lame, and Chris was the kinda bad boy I used date to piss off my parents, he was two years younger than me and he already had dropped his school to do, well, what he does, hustle. He's a drug dealer and back then I thought it was awesome that my boyfriend was so different from others. Now he didn't really influenece me on dropping school or anything, first it was just for fun, until I feel deeply in love with him. And that's when the bullshit started. Like I started to care too much, he used to cheat on me all the time and it really hurt me, so I'd always fight with him, we'd break up and then get back together again. 

A few years after that we startd living together, he made a lot of money and life was great, well that until he started hooking up with random chicks again. This time our fights were a little worst, he used to hit me when he got too upset and I never left him, cuz he never let me go. I could leave if I wanted to back then, he wasn't as bad as he is now, but I didn't, I mean I didn't have anything to go to. Well that until I met Drake. 

He was one of the costumers for the restaraunt I worked for since I decided to follow the cooking career. Drake was the complete opposite of Chris, he was sweet, caring, tender and he respected me.

I know y'all must be thinking that I should be together with Drake, I don't get you wrong, i think so too, the only problem is that I can't. Chris doens't even let me talk to him and even tho we used to hide it, he always had a way of finding out. My clue is that he was spying on me or telling someone to do so. 

Second part of the bullshit called love was that me and Drake, before Chris found out about us, fell deeply in love, I fell for him more than I ever fell for Chris, he just makes me feel at my best, and I feel like the only place that I belong is on his arms. 

But how am I gonna do that if Chris is always watching me? Well they say love always finds its way. Drake's love did. At that party I knew I shouldn't have gone to. Third part of the bullshit called love

I was getting ready for the Christmas party at the restaurant, they had lented a club for everybody who worked there. I did invite Chris to go with me but he said it was gonna be bullshit so I sighed in relieve. Everytime we go out together he fights with someone that he thinks was staring at me the wrong way so he just randomly beats the crap out of that person and when we get home out of me. So when he said he wouldn't go, I was actually looking forward to it, you can't imagine how embarrassing it's to have Chris around. 

So when I got there, my boss greeted me, I guess he was a little too happy or a little too drunk but he hugged me, maybe it's just the Christmas's magic, lol. Anyway I got in and I saw my girls Jen and Jo who work with me, Jen is my sous chef and Jo is the waitress. After we hang out a little bit I realized who was there: Drake.

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