I came back home that night having a lot to think about, I mean what was I gonna do with my life now? Now that Drake is back in it and I know he gave me a choice but I also know that we are gonna keep bumping into each other because, well maybe, we were meant to be. At least that is what happened the first time we met.
I didn’t know how I felt about Chris yet, he was my first love, my first everything, but our relationship was just shit right now, he just keep doing wrong and wrong and he doesn’t fix anything, he just really pisses me off! And besides all that his job is a joke and not a funny joke, it’s serious joke, he hustle, he’s a drug dealer and that hasn’t changed since college, my college. And it’s not like he is gonna get caught not even this, he’s too powerful and rich to ever stay in jail for more than a night plus the justice is not even that good.
A week had passed since that night from the party, it was almost New year’s and me and Chris were gonna spend it together with his mom, now I really like Joyce, but she thinks her son is so perfect he couldn’t harm anybody, and we both know that ain’t true.
Chris: Babe, did you pack everything?
Rihanna: Yes, I packed yours too
Chris: But I didn’t ask
Rihanna: Well there is always something you forget so…
Chris: Thanks beautiful *kisses*
Rihanna: No problem, now boo before we go I need to go fix some things so I’ll meet you up here in about 2 hours?
Chris: Sure, I also need to do that…
Rihanna: Ok
Chris: And Rih… Don’t be late!
Rihanna: I won’t!
Chris: I’m serious, you’re always late! But if you’re late now, we lose the plane
Rihanna: I know babe, I promise
Chris: Good, now see you later
Rihanna: Bye
We kissed goodbye and went separate ways, you get what I mean? He is always so bossy, thinking he can tell me what to do, ugh I hate that about him, but he can be sweet when he wants to, well, when he wants sex. I don’t know why I was doing this, I guess I just needed to see him one more time you know, like I needed to see what I was losing. It’s not like me and Chris are going to Virginia and never come back, I just… I don’t know, I needed to see him.
Drake: Hey, what’s up?
Rihanna: hey…
Drake: Come on in
Rihanna: Thank You
Drake: So… How are gonna spend New Year’s?
Rihanna: hum… Chris and I are going to his parent’s house
Drake: Oh I see…
Rihanna: What about you?
Drake: Well I’m throwing a party
Rihanna: That’s good.
It’s was this awkward silence between us, I just looked at him and all I wanted to do was hug him and kiss him or touch him, I just wanted to be his, I guess it wasn’t a really good idea coming back there.
Drake: Rih… Why did you come here?
Rihanna: I’m not sure… I… don’t know
Drake: You wanted to see if you chose the right thing?
Rihanna: *nods*
Drake: Well, apparently you didn’t, are you gonna do something about it?
Rihanna: It’s not like I have a choice!
Drake: Oh you do have a choice
Rihanna: No I don’t, he doesn’t let me go, when are you gonna understand that?
Drake: Never. I’m not sharing you with him.
Rihanna: I didn’t say you would
Drake: well Rih I’m sorry, if you don’t make up your mind, I’ll have to move on
Rihanna: Wow, that’s how much you want me huh?
Drake: I want you more than I want to breath Rih, but you don’t make it easy
Rihanna: that’s because it’s not easy
Drake: it should be
Rihanna: But it’s not
I started crying in front of him, it was so embarrassing, I didn’t want him to move on but I didn’t want to let Chris go, I was actually scared of what he would do. Drake got closer to me, that way he always does that makes my whole body weak, I was looking down so he grabbed my chin and raised it up so he could look me in the eye and then he whispered ‘Let’s make it easy, together’. I looked at him and I didn’t say anything, I didn’t want to say no, because I didn’t want to lose him forever, what if he decides to get married? But I didn’t want to say yes because I knew it was wrong cheating on Chris. I guess he realized that cuz he kissed me, so I could make up my mind, but that just made things worst cuz when he was touching me or kissing me I couldn’t think of anything else, my head just went blank.
After half an hour I was naked on his bed feeling the same guilt from before, he was so damn good, I knew I didn’t want to leave but I needed to, otherwise I’d get late and Chris would be mad. When I got up I had his blanket around my body, since I didn’t have any clothes on, I looked all over my clothes but I couldn’t find them, then I remembered I took, well he took, them off on the living room. I went there and found my clothes and him sitting on the couch looking at me. He knew, he knew I was going way to be with Chris and he hated to see me leave, I could see it on his eyes.
When I looked at the clock I was already half an hour late, damn Chris was going to kill me! When I got to the airport, the planes were all gone and he was sitting on a chair waiting for me, he seemed pissed.
Chris: WHERE WERE YOU?
Rihanna: I’m sorry, babe, calm down!
Chris: DON’T FUCKING TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! I TOLD YOU, I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET LATE AND YOU MANAGE TO BE LATE FOR 2, 2 HOURS!
Rihanna: Babe I’m really sorry! We can take the plane tomorrow, it’s not like we’re gonna miss New Year’s!
He looked at me but didn’t say anything, he was about to explode, I suddenly felt my stomach drop because I knew what was gonna happen when we got home. He took me by the arm and I practically crawled on the airport floor.
Rihanna: babe please stop!
He ignored me and kept on pushing me until we got to the car. I was on the back of the car already crying, I already had bruises all over me, my arm and my legs and I knew I was gonna get more. He parked on our garage and I opened the door trying to run way from him but he was faster and grabbed me by my stomach leaving me without breathing for a while because he was holding me so strong. He was heading to the room and it didn’t matter how much I screamed or begged, it was punch after punch, pain after pain and then suddenly when I couldn’t take it anymore, I fainted.
Rihanna: Not with sex tho
Drake: Why not?
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