Let Me Save Your Heart.

Let Me Save Your Heart - Part 6.

The entire way to Nathan's house, Max tried finding all the reasons that he could to explain his reasons behind telling Jake the truth. But I didn't want to hear any of them.

I didn't care what he had to say to me, and I didn't have the time to listen to anything that he had to say to me. I just put my earphones in and listened to my playlist of favourite songs. Although, the one that I had on repeat was Prentend It's OK by Little Mix.

It just described everything that I was feeling at that moment. It was my favourite song on my list  and I could listen to it all the time; it was an amazing song and it was just what I needed to listen to at the time.

Max had annoyed me so much and there was nothing that he could say to make up for this. He had gone against everything that I thought he would and lost all trust that I had in him.

Of all the things that he could do, that was the worst thing imaginable because I had told him about what I wanted and the last thing that I wanted was for Jake to know the truth.

Now he did and I was sure he was going to hate me.

I felt my phone vibrate in my hand and I looked down to see that I had received a new message from Nathan. I looked across to see that he was chuckling slightly at me and I couldn't help but smile. I placed my head on his shoulder and allowed Nathan to wrap his arm around me, hugging me and bringing me a form of comfort.

I looked at what he had sent me and I couldn't help but smile to myself;

From Nath:)

If Jake does stop talking to you, then he's nothing more than a stupid twat and he isn't worth the time. I'm here for you if you need me and don't fail to ask me for anything. It's your life and your choice. Never forget that x

I suppose it was nice knowing that there was still someone there for me and didn't care what had happened.

That's all I really wanted.

*

"Nikki, please?" Max begged, as I continued to ignore him and take my bags out of the van. Carrying them into Nathan's flat, not caring about anything that my brother had to say to me. I just wanted him to get the message and leave me alone.

"Look, she doesn't want to talk to you. Accept it..." Jay stated as he walked over to me, taking one of my bags out of my hand.

"She needs to listen to what I have to say." Max insisted.

"And I don't care what you have to say. You did the one thing I told you not to do and nothing you say is going to make up for that or make me want to forgive you; leave me alone Max!" I snapped.

"Just two minutes. Please?" he replied.

"Go away Max."

"Nikki, just listen to me. I need to explain why I did it and you need to understand..." Max pleaded with me, not wanting to take no for an answer, even though I had made it clear that I really didn't care what he had to say to me. I wanted him to leave me alone and let me have some time to think about what had happened today.

I needed time to think about what was going to happen between me and Max now.

I didn't want to lose him, but he had done the one thing that I thought he would never do and that hurts a lot. Knowing I can't trust my own brother with something like that anymore.

He had picked his side and it wasn't mine that he was on anymore.

"Nothing will make me understand. There was a reason that I didn't want Jake to now the truth and you knew them reasons, you went against everything that I asked for and I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you for that. I don't want to see you face anymore, let alone hear the lies that are going to leave your mouth..."