My addiction. You.

18. Sickness.

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Vomiting, vomiting and more vomiting ; that's how my week has been since Chance, Asher, Lola and I got back from tropical Bora Bora. I didn't have to think twice about what it could possibly be, I just didn't want to believe it. Luckily, since we got back my glistening tan is still covering my body and my airbrush tattoos aren't fading.

I aimlessly stare down at the positive pregnancy test and shakily, pick it up with wide eyes. Chance knocks loudly on the door and I sigh heavily still deciding wether I should tell him now or later.
Will he break up with me when he finds out ?
I'll tell him later.

"Babe. . .Are you alright?, You've been vomiting since 4 in the morning." He says huskily through the door. I wince as I tuck the test into my lacy bra and push open the door revealing a slightly stressed Chance who is leaning against the frame.
"Uh, yeah. The pizza didn't settle right." I say before pulling him into a tight hug and inhaling the sexy scent of him.

He says a 'thanks god' into my hair which makes me wonder if he thought I was pregnant and doesn't want kids. Nerves fill my stomach and I place kisses over his chest. "Do you want to go for a walk babe, it's sunset outside." He says and I nod eagerly. He chuckles before pulling back and grabbing my hand and leading me out the front door of his place.

//

The scarlet sky is spread out across the large sky like crimson blood smeared smoothly over a large canvass, as the golden sun slowly sinks behind the drooling landscape. Sparkles of light reflects off the still lake as we stroll past hand in hand.

The dimming sun is creeping away behind the rolling clouds which rolls on endlessly. The clouds float by in soft cotton like puffs of pink and the sky slowly becomes darker.

Chance closes his eyes, leaning against the trunk of his old, favorite tree, breathing in the last of the long day.
Though autumn wasn't my favorite season, I have to admit there is always something special about the autumn sunsets that nature has to show. We find ourselves watching the sunset above.

But we both know we have too leave soon before it gets too dark. He leans off from the tree, grabs my hand and we walk down a grassy hill slowly ducking underneath the thick pine branches.

A cool breeze passes us, making us stop in the middle of the feild. I let the wind tossle my hair as it was almost familiar like his touch. It has been a while since we have made love due to my 'sickness' and he respected that. 

He looks at the mellow sun again as it softly goes down not wanting to leave this sky. .

We close our eyes once more, the events of the day going through my mind like a reel. Fun memories flow through my sleepy mind as I think about everything that has happened in my life. A possible chance a person is growing inside of me. By the time we open our eyes, the sun is completely gone, leaving behind a sea of dark, lonely clouds in a twilight sky.

Then, it starts pouring.
Not the usual rain. A down pour of heavy, thick autumn rain.

We stand there, shocked beyond belief. Apparently, we have been in a longish drought due to the sun. 'Just my luck' I mutter and Chance laughs loudly. My white singlet was already see through and I pull the sides of my grey cardigan covering my wet body. Chance's car is parked really far away.

"Let's make a run for it. Last ones there a chicken!," I say loudly before sprinting in the direction of his drenched car. We take off running into the rain. When we get to his car about 1/4 miles away, we look like we have just gotten out of a swimming pool in our clothes.

Chance starts feeling for his keys in his pant pocket. "Dammit." He mutters and I giggle loudly making his send me a wink.
"You're doing this on purpose because I have a white shirt on aren't you." I say and cross my arms and shift on my leg with a devious smirk. Chance just looks at me and smiles widely with a sparkle in his eyes to say 'I'm really sorry'. We stand there, Chance continues to search for his keys until he looks up and our gaze connects.
He holds up the silver keys and sends me a cocky grin. He brushes the hair out of my face and we kiss. We kiss long, while the rain keeps falling.

Then, the test falls from my bra wire and onto the muddy floor. Chance pulls back and slowly looks down with his lips apart.

I mentally curse loudly and Chance slowly picks it up from the dirty, mud covered ground. He stands up straighter with a fixed posture and stares at the positive test in his hand. He wipes the mud from the screen and looks up at me.
"Is this yours Adriana?," he says before looking back down at the surprising test. "I was going to tell you Chance, I promise." I say and step forward but he takes a big step back and holds it up.

"You're pregnant, w.. with my child?," he questions quickly, I nod and he looks down at my belly which I am softly caressing.

He quickly walks up to me and holds the sides of my face before pulling me into a hungry kiss. "Our child. 50% me, 50% you babe."

"Our child." I mumble softly before kissing him again.

//

He comes up behind me putting my bare back against his rock hard chest as he wraps his arms around my body. He nuzzles his face in my hair breathing in the sweet scent of the shower gel.

He turns me around and presses me against the wall, his hands running down my bac along with the hot water. Our tongues meet in the fiery kiss and my knees instantly go weak. The heat between our lips makes a gentle moan escape my lips causing him to smirk against my lips knowing the affect he causes. I gently caress his neck, not wanting to pull away just yet. He places his hands on my curvaceous waist, deepening the kiss. I breathe heavily as our tongues graze each other, I feel the hot friction between us become more unbearable by the second.

"I love you more then life itself." He says. I smile widely and run my hand down his solid chest causing him to grunt. He places soft , warm kisses down my neck causing me to lightly giggle. "You like that," he says before bending down and leaving kisses over my flat stomach where the baby is.

"Hello baby it's your daddy." He speaks softly to my belly, there is no visible bump yet but I gently caress my hands over his on my stomach. He looks up to me and back to my belly where he plants soft kisses.

"I promise -" he looks up and flashes a charming smile. "We promise baby that you will be cared, loved and showered in kisses."

I stare down in awe as I look at him. His eyes are slightly watery and his cheeks are pink from blushing. I pull him up into a soft, long kiss and when we pull apart I whisper; "I love you more then anything in the world, and I know you'll make an amazing father."

"As to you my darling. An amazing mother."