chapter 4:

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A/N: Hello my dear readers so this chapter I am going to try do more then just Ichigo's and Rukia's POV. Hope you like it.(^~^)

Renji's POV:

I felt a warm light on my face waking me up. I quickly got up knowing I had to go what they call school in the world of the living. I didn't feel like my usual self though. Ever since yesterday I just felt so let down and it really pissed me off. I am Renji Abarai lieutenant of squad 6, I shouldn't be feeling like I have been defeated by some stupid emotion. Those words ran through my mind.

"Renji I am sorry but I can not think of you any other way than a friend. I can not return these feelings that you have for me. I hope you understand." Damn it why did I do that anyways I'm such an idiot. My thoughts were interrupted as Urahara walked in with the fan covering his face. I could see his usual pervert smile behind the fan.

"Moocher you know that you have to go to school right. Why are you still here? You better hurry," he said while fanning himself. I changed and ran out making my way to school. Damn who knew just to help kill some damn hollows I had to go to this idiot school.

Rukia's POV:

I woke up and quickly changed into my school uniform. I did it as quietly as I could so I wouldn't wake up the orange hair idiot that was still asleep. Usually I would wake him up with a pillow hitting him and fussing that we were going to be late if he didn't hurry. Today I didn't want to really walk with him it would just be as silent as yesterday. A memory of the words printed on the box that he gave Orihime came to my mind. "To my love, my friend, my world."

Snap out of it Rukia. You can't let this emotion beat you. It is just a sign of weakness. I grabbed my bag and walked quietly outside. As I was walking I noticed how lonely I felt with out his presence. Damn, why do I have to feel this way? What could this mean?

Ichigo's POV:

"Ichigo! Wake up you're going to be late!" Yelled my idiot father while coming at me with a kick. I quickly got up and dodged it. I hurried and changed and ran out the house. I got to school panting because I had to run in order not to be late. Damn why the hell didn't Rukia wake me up? Then I rembered how awkward and silent our walk home yesterday was. Damn she might be mad at me. Why did I have to give it to Orihime right in front of her? All I remember was feeling my blood boil as I saw her holding that box Renji gave her. My fist balled up just thinking about it.

Damn I'm such an idiot. As I walked in class I noticed all my friends were all sitting down. I walked over and sat in my seat. Rukia turned her head to the window and just starred outside.

"Oi Rukia why the hell didn't you wake me up! I was almost late you midget,"I yelled at her. Every one got quiet and looked our way. Even my friends got startled by my voice.

"I don't know what you are talking about Ichigo," she replied with her school girl voice. Tsk, I hate it when she trys to play it off innocent. Everyone went back to what they were doing. As I turned back around I noticed Orihime starring at me. I turned to her and greeted her. From the corner of my eye I saw Rukia eyes look at me now not outside as I talked to Orihime. I felt a smirk grow on my face.

Was the midget jealous. She turned around as she saw me looking from the side if my eyes. I mentally slapped my self. Why would Rukia ever be jealous. As the teacher came in we all turned around and focused. A while had passed and the bell rang to let us know it was time for lunch. Everyone raced for the door. My friends and I all went to our usual spot.

"Where is Kuchik-san," questioned Orihime. That's when everyone noticed she wasn't here. Even Renji didn't know. Why didn't she come out here with us? Was this all because of yesterday? Could she have really been jealous? No! She couldn't. She's the one who told me to notice Orihime. My thoughts were interrupted as Renji got up.

"Imma go look for her." I quickly stood up with him. I told the others I would go look for her as well. I didn't want Renji to find her for some reason. If he found her I knew I would be pissed.

Renji's POV:

As I walked through the halls I worried and thought about Rukia. What could have been wrong with her? Could she have been sad because she thought she made me feel bad? Damn, I better hurry and Ind her fbefire carrot top does. I walks din the class room and saw a petite figure sitting down. I walked towards her but was stopped half way as she spoke.

"Go away now Renji. I am not in the mood to be with the others." I was shocked why was she sounding so cold hearted. I walked up to her and kneeled by her side. I asked what was wrong , yet she didn't answer.

"Oi Rukia I get it you don't like me. I'm strong I'm not going to let some stupid emotion get the best of me. I'm not on the other hand going to let it in the way and jeep me from being there from my friend when she's down. You can not feel the same way towards me but you can't just shut me out while you hurt." I bellowed. I saw her move a little as she picked up her head.

"I'm weak. I hate feeling weak Renji. I will get strong though. I will not let these emotions get the best of me

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