( This was requested along time ago )
" I'm just a bit confused about things. I want this. I want to be with you but I don't want to hurt her " Jack whispers softly as he meets your gaze he had you leaned up against the wall of an empty hallway of school his hands on your hips as he spoke to you quietly
he attempts to tuck a stand of your hair behind you ear but you turn your head hastily.
"baby just give me time don't be upset with me
I love you " his eyes softening as you eyes become glossy
" do you realize what you just told me jack ?
"Do you realize how much you're hurting me ? What about me ? What the hell do you expect from me ? To wait for you until you have the courage to break up with her ? " you hiss. your voice cracking as you realize how bad the situation is and how much it's hurting you.
You can't do this
"are you embarrassed of me ? I'm sorry I don't fit your standards and I'm not a cheerleader like her or popular like her " you sniffle pushing his chest away a tears managing to brim your eyes
"how could you think that ? I don't give a fuck about those things you know that. I just don't want to hurt anyone. Please just give me time to figure this out. I love you baby I want youonly you " he croaks stepping closer
" I'm tired of waiting " you wipe your tears pushing past him he bows his head tears falling down his face he's lost you and he knows it
( I'm so tired and I can't sleep FUCK , and my sleeping schedule is gonna be so fucked up and I have school on Monday fml )
