I sat there just staring out the window. Watching the rain. Jack had been out with some friends for the night. While I stayed here. But I couldn't help but feel sad. Alone. And all I could do was just feel it.
The thoughts kept rushing in. It was like a bunch of voices telling me I was worthless. And why was jack even with me. I could help but listen to what they where saying.
Why was jack still with me ? Why me ? I'm just shit. I kept telling myself. Until my tears turned into sobs. The voices kept on screaming inside me. It was driving me insane. I screamed and threw things around. Breaking some of them. My heart beat went up higher at this point it was hard for me to breath.
I slowly collapse to the floor. The pain was to strong. I couldn't take it anymore. At this point I really needed jack. But I didn't want to bother him. He was having a good time with his friends. He needed it after all the stress he's been through. He doesn't need more problems.
I slowly stand up not completely but to sit down. Still on the floor. I didn't even hear jack opening the door
" y/n ? " I suddenly hear. Making my heart beat even faster. Knowing who it was.
I soon hear footsteps walking towards me. I feel two strong arms pick me up. Pulling me into a hug. Then I just broke. He picked me up and took me into our room. He slowly put me down. And started undressing me and putting me into one of his oversized shirts. Then pulls me under the covers with him. I finally begin to calm down. He begins to play with my hair.
" why do you like me ? Why did you choose me you could of chosen a pretty model. Why me ? " I shakily say.
" I could ask you the exact same thing. There all millions of guys and you still choose me. Why ? " he says still playing with my hair.
I stay silent for a moment. I never know jack was insecure. I mean I wouldn't have a doubt in my mind that I won't chose him.
" I love you , no matter how you think you look like you'll always be beautiful to me. Always. " he kisses my temple. Pulling me into his Arms.
Where I soon begin to feel my eyes getting heavy. And soon fall asleep in his arms. Safe and sound
