Tyler is BAE ass fuck
He use to play in NYD
Just as a little but he's still cute
Jessica pov
"Do you guys want to change?" Kuza asked us.
I looked down at what I was wearing and realized 'it's dusted an a little dirty'. Looking back at Ricky, as he nodded. Kuza looked at us then at his friends then to us again.
"So will wait outside" he said. Then Ricky and the boys left my room. I was about to close the door when Kuza pulled Ricky to the side. I put my ear against the door again and hope Ricky wouldn't remember what we did.
"Why is she shyer than usual" Kuza said
"I can't really say"
I turn around and change my shirt as fast as possible and fixed my shirt. I got back to the door, back to my same position.
"Why we won't tell"
"Fine Jessica is-"
I opened the door and they all looked at me. Ricky looked at me an then to the ground. "why haven't you change Ricky" i said quietly. "I fell" u FUCKEN lair I thought to myself. Then he walked to his room.
"Jess"
I looked up and saw it wasn't Kuza. It was Ryan.
"Y-yeah"
"Your shoes untied" he said softly
I looked at my shoe and turned around back in to my room. Closing the door, walking to my bed and put my knees to my chest. I felt the tear in my eyes when someone knock on my door.
"Jess its me Ryan"
I walked to the door and saw that Ryan was the only one there. "Can I come in please" I nodded and open the door so that he can come in. He looked at me and pulled me into a hug. "I know you heard us talking and what Ricky was about to tell us." I took a deep breathe and said " I'm suicidal and my last attempt sent me to the hospital for 5 months"
"Jess"
I pulled away from the hug to see Ricky with a smile on his face. He walked over and hugged me. 'okay that's a lot of hugging' I thought.
"You finally told someone else but me" he said. Ryan had been looking at Ricky and I knew that he really loved him. "Let's go their all waiting at my house." Ryan said and we walked out of my room to Ryan's house.
While waiting at Ryan's front door you could here laughter from the other guys. The door open to reveal a tall man with long raven hair. He studied me and Ricky, once he saw Ryan he smiled.
"You finally came back, there destroying the house"
"Okay, Tyler this is Ricky and Jessica Kuza's cousins. Guys this is my cousin Tyler."
"Nice to meet me" Tyler said, which Ricky and I just waved. Ryan walked in, we followed him to the back where there was a 'man cave' if that what you like to call it. The walls were painted black, with 2 couches, a refrigerated and another couch close to the television.
"You guys can just chill and if you want something to eat the refrigerator is always open"
Ricky nodded and sat on the end of the couch that had Josh, Devin and Chris playing a video game. While Angelo was sitting on other couch with Kuza. I walked to the couch in the back, plugged in my earphones and listen to music.
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After sitting and listening to music for about an hour I noticed my battery was about to die.
I walked over to Ryan who was talking to Ricky and asked "do you have a charger I can borrow?"
"Yeah....mmm Tyler can you take Jess to my room and give her my charger"
"Sure come on Jess"
I followed Tyler out of the room and into Ryan's room. His room was so simple it had a bed, a dresser and a couple of posters.
Tyler jumped on the bed and motioned me to the bed with the charger in hand. I sat down and gave him my phone, once he plugged it in he sat up on the bed. There was awkward blanket covering use. Tyler turned to me an I didn't the same.
"Close your eyes I want to try something"
I closed my eyes, a few seconds later I fell his breathe on my face. Then his lips on mine. They were soft like the kiss, it wasn't filled with lust just love. No one want to pull away or move because it would ruin the moment. We realized that we both needed to breathe so we pulled away. I keep my eyes close.
"Jess you can open your eyes"
"I don't want to"
"Why?" Tyler asked
"Cause I don't want to open my eyes and realize it was just a dream"
"It's not" he said
I open my eyes and saw Tyler's face. He was so beautiful but it didn't feel right. The kiss was amazing but something didn't feel right.
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Sorry I haven't updated in awhile.
But I just started school and its hell
And I realized something
I have no friends
Yeah
Mm
Bye
Ashley 🌸
Ps I'm on the floor because my algebra 2 class is that full. so yeah I wrote this sitting on the floor
