Jess is just the best.
November- March
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Jessica pov
I watched as Chris and the band played there song. Yes I do go to everyone of his show, just stand in the back and wait to go home after.
Updated you
The band released their first album and started to play more show. They even got one in a different state. It's March and almost Spring Break. Which im spending it with Ricky. They guys have to go play a show in New York. I looked into college and already started decided what I want to turn in as my piece.
Denis and them went to the UK for thanksgiving and haven't returned. Ashley and Nikki moved to LA together. Tyler and Gabriella are the cutest thing ever. Harper told me that she's going into Modeling. Yeah that's all I know, have talked to the other girls really we kinda grew apart.
"We're Motionless in White, thank you." Chris yelled into the microphone and walked off stage.
Ricky's got sick so he's not hear and is at home with Haper.
I walked outside and to the back. They were loading excepted for Chris who was talking to fans mainly girls.
"Hey." Ryan said, "how's Ricky." He asked putting in his guitar in the van.
"He's better." I said getting into the passenger seat. Pulling out the book I have in the van.
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20 minutes into read the door opens and Chris kisses my cheek. "Hey, why did you tell me you were here?" He asked grabbing a water bottle.
"Your everyone favorite in the band. Didn't want to intrude the fans time." I said then went back to my book
"Why the attitude?" Chris asked
"Because I didn't want to come but I came to support." I said getting out of the van. Chris glared at me. The guys looked at us then entered the van and closed the door.
"Why do you even come then." Chris yelled at me
"Because you fucken beg on your knees like a little puppy." I said causing the guys to laugh.
"I'm not going to argue with your childish behavior. We're leaving to NY today bye." Chris said before he could open the door I closed it and stood in front of it blocking it
"You can't" I yelled at him
"Why?" He said yelling at me.
"You won't let me live my dream, so you can't live your." I said the guys all looks at me then to Chris threw the window
"What do you mean?" Chris asked
"England!"
Chris pushed me hard causing me to fall. I looked up at him, "I wished you left." He said then closed the window
Tears rolled down my face.
"FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!" I yelled at him and ran.
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Struggling to open the door because I was crying and shaking. Finally once I got it, I went to my room and closed the door.
"I'm done with life" I said pulling out my blade and slashing my wrist. My vision went blurry then I black out.
Chris pov
"FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!" Jess yelled then ran.
"Chris." Angelo said
"Drive!!!!" I yelled at him causing him to start the car and begin driving. A tear rolled out of my eye.
I pick up Jessica book
'Art in the finist Way'
I rolled down my window and threw the book out the window.
Ricky pov
The door opened and closed loudly. I pulled myself out of my bed. Closing the door cause Harper was sleeping on the floor and walked as fast as I could to Jessica room.
I'm very sick so I wasn't that fast.
Once in front of her door, I tried to opened it but it was locked.
"Jess." I called but no answer. I went to the kitchen, grabbing the key for her room.
Unlocking the door and yelled. "Haper." I yelled looking down at Jess with blood running down her arms.
"What." Harper said looking at me.
"Call an ambulance go!" I yelled at she was out.
"Jess please don't leave me. Jess please." I said sobbing into her chest. Her face was pale white and skin ice cold.
Ryan pov
Half way into our drive my phone rang
Ricky. I read
"Hel-"
"Jess is in the hospital. Suicidal attempt." Ricky while crying.
"We'll be right over." I said then hung up.
"Go back Jess is in the hospital!!!" I yelled. Angelo looked at me then at Chris who was asleep.
"Tj canceled the show." Angelo said and turned around.
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I ran into the hospital with the guys behind.
"Jessica Olson."
"Floor 1, room 346, section 4." The lady said. I have the location to the guys and we ran.
"Who is in here and why did we cancel?" Chris asked
"Why don't you look for yourself." Ricky said with red puffy eyes. I walked up to him and kisses him.
Chris pov
I looked at Ricky he was pointing at the window. I walked over to see Jess in the bed with her arms wrapped.
"I had to give her blood so she can live." Ricky said with tears running down his face. I looked at the guys then ran out.
I just fucked up with Jess. Sitting on the curb. Crying into my knees, how can I let go of the only thing I love.
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Yes I know this is sad and bad
But my school sucks, I get so uncomfortable around a lot of people.
Ashley 🔯
Self Harm is no Joke
Please help someone if you know they cut. Let them know you love them and want them to stay.
