[EXO] Angel's Destiny [Complete]

Chapter 11

Sehun's POV

I'm awake, lying prone in her bed extending my hand searching for a body beside me, but there was none. I look at that site and exhaled deeply, it was empty and cold. Darkness and sorrow covered this place again, as I can feel the stabing pain, more and more.

Slowly I sat up, and let my eyes travel around her room. Pictures of us still on her frames, staff toys still on their places everything is the same way how she left it, but it still feel empty.

I curled myselft and rest my chin on my knees, letting sorrow surround me as it surrounded her room. That bright colors and feeling of this room had already lost ever since she was gone, her laughter that covered this place was already replace by my sorrowful subs.

I was so stupid, I was wrong but it was to late, I was to late, she's already gone. Tears slowly fall one by one and my heart ached so much, I love her, I missed her, I wanted to be with her again but I think she dosen't want to go back.

Slowly with a heavy heart I walk to her closet, her clothes were still there. Nothing was remove with a thought that maybe she'll knock on the door and come back to me. But it's already been 6 months since she left, I didn't see her since then not even a single shadow.

I bought some more pink and yellow dresses it's her favorite, and some more couple things like hoodies and sweater hoping to annoy her when she comes back. But she's not.

Traveling my hands to her clothes and took a white dress with butterflies concentrating on the center, making my hands travel around it "This was her favorite" I muttered and tears slowly fell again into my eyes, sorrow covered me again as I release all the pain hugging her memories. Her smell are still stained in her dress and my knees weaken causing me to kneel on the floor and burst out crying for the aching pain.

Someone run over the room revealing the other members worriedly looking at me, but I didn't mind and continue crying for her I wanted her to be back, back here, back in my arms again.

"Sehun" Suho-hyung kneel infront of me with eyes also tearful seeing me this way I know all of them felt sorrow as they leave us one by one.

"Hyung when will she come back? I'm really sorry about what happened, I didn't mean it.. I love her and you all know that.. I may look desperate but I only want her.. Hyung let's look for her please" I cried begging for his help.

He hug me tighter "Sehun-ah, how will we find someone who dosen't want to be found? we already had 5 detectives lookimg all around the country to find her, even the best saeseng or papparazzi can't find her" he said in a worried tone.

"Dosen't she really wanted to go back with me, if she needed space I think 6 months is already enough" I manage to say even between subs.

"I don't know Sehun-ah" and he face me looking into my swollen eyes "You need to concentrate were having our comeback, Yoojin is a fan maybe she will be part of the crowd when we perform like before"

"What if she's not" and look at the ground.

"You need to move on"

"She's my life hyung"

"But she had already left" he firmly said, getting annoyed.

The situation is always been like this, every night that I would dream about her leaving me. I would always sleep here for comfort and it will always end up like this.

"Look at you Sehun, What would Yoojin say if she see's you like that" and exhaled deeply "You need to move forward now and continue life with or without her, if she comes back then welcome her but if not you need to step out and move on"