Hate you but I Hate to

chapter 1

Liam's p.o.v

"Hey Liam" Brett called out placing his hand on my shoulder
"Hey Brett" I still hated the bastard I mean so what if I trashed coaches car it doesn't give him and his friends the right to pick on me

I move schools to make him leave alone but it's like I'm never gonna get rid of him.
"I was wondering if you knew where Scott was" he asked, for the first time he is actually talking to me without shoving or insulting me

"No, why" I asked, there is something different about Brett, I'm not sure what it is. Ever since I became a werewolf Brett seemed to be off when he was near me

Don't get me wrong he is still an asshole but it feels weird talking to him, before I became I werewolf I hated his guts but now it just..just different I'm not sure how just yet

"I just wanted to thank him for saving my life from the orphans" he seemed sincere, hah that was a first, but still knowing his life was in danger made me angry and it shouldn't of, why would I care if Brett the person who has been tormenting me nonstop, died

"I'll tell him for you" I want him gone, just far away from me and yet I don't want him to leave at all, my wolf likes being close to Brett and I hate it, my wolf howls for his like they never want to be apart.

Brett looked down smiling like he knew something I don't "what"? I asked, he is laughing at my confusion
"Whatever you're thinking about ask Scott, maybe then you won't be so confused"

"I will" I huffed trying to make myself look tough, like I know what i'm doing.
Brett just rolled his eyes "see you around Liam" he ruffled my hair and started to walk away

"Why is he leaving, I want Brett to be here with us". My wolf howled
I told it to shut up, why is it crying for Brett it's so annoying

"I won't be seeing you around.. Jerk"
I could practically hear his smile spread on his face "won't bet on that" he chuckled and left the school grounds

My wolf howled again begging for me to go back to Brett just for any type of contact even a touch and it was kinda creepy, my wolf wanting Brett's presence like this it's just weird

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I was geared up to practice lacrosse with the team everyone left to go on the court when I pulled Scott back

He looked at me with concern
"Are you okay Liam" he asked
I don't want to tell Scott that my wolf was acting this weird, it felt embarrassing especially when Brett already knew why.

"My wolf had been acting up and I don't know why" I told him, he seemed a little worried at first
"How do you mean" he seemed like he was deciding what could be wrong with me

"You see, there is this person and every time I'm near... Her it starts to go wild and when this person leaves my wolf cries for...her and it won't stop, what's going on with me Scott"

A smile spread across his face "seems to me like you found your mate Liam"

"What's that supposed to mean"?
Mate as in like buddies, Me and Brett friends, so my wolf wants to be friends with Brett

"It's like me and Alison, when I met her I knew she was the one, I didn't know she was my mate till Deaton told me" Scott smiled I knew he was thing about her he always is, even though she is just two classrooms away

"So you and Alison are friends?" I still wasn't getting where Scott was going with this its so confusing

"Mates are like lovers, bonded for life sort of deal you can't stop thinking about them and you always want to be next to them and your wolf craves contact in any form with your mate"
Scott told me smiling like it was something good but if what Scott says is true that means me and Brett are....are Mates

"She must be a lucky girl" Scott said patting my shoulder "y-yeah she is" Scott caught on to the panic in my voice "what's wrong Liam"

"Is there anything else it could be" I looked at him with hopeful eyes but he looked confused if Brett was my mate I'd want him to be, so he mustn't be my mate because I don't want him to be, I can't stand him

"Um well it could be your wolf wanting to take full control and eventually you turn into a full wolf and be stuck like that forever or maybe you want to eat this person and if that's the case we have to tie you up"

No it can't be any of those my wolf doesn't want to take over it wants Brett and I don't want to hurt him let alone eat him

"No, no, no...can't be my mate" I'm not into guys,well I'm bi but I'm not into brett and if it had to be a guy why Brett of all people it had to be him, him and his stupid smug ass smile

"What's wrong.. Who's your mate" Scott asked wondering why I didn't want my mate "it's no one I don't have a mate my wolf is just wrong" I got up and left the locker room and Scott stood there baffled by my reaction

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"Stupid scott...mates are for losers.... Brett's an ass....stupid werewolf" I muttered under my breath as I walked onto the lacrosse field

"hey Liam" Brett waved on the other half of the field, I forgot we were training alongside Brett's team

I waved back and then flipped him off, he put a hand on his chest pretending to be offended and that's when I realized he was shirtless

'Stop it Liam you're staring' I casually looked away turning my back to him like I totally wasn't looking at Brett's hot bod.... I mean I wasn't staring at that loser

"But he has a nice body, and you totally was staring" my wolf laughed

"No I wasn't" I growled at my wolf quietly not wanting anyone to hear me.
But then the temptation hit me I wanted to turn around and look at Brett I peeked at him from the corner of my eye, looking him up and down

"Yeah liam this is totally working, not suspicious at all" my wolf teased
I told it to be quiet

"Checking me out are you Liam" I heard Brett whisper still focusing on his lacrosse game

I blushed but luckily he wasn't looking "ew, I wasn't I was watching the game first of all and second I was arguing with my wolf" I steadied my heart beat just in case he was listening and I heard him laugh

"Asshole" I growled
"But an asshole with a ripped bod..."
"SHUT UP"