Hate you but I Hate to

Chapter 16

Brett's p.o.v
I shouldn't of pushed Liam away it agonising being away from him but I guess it's too late now to go back anyway I haven't spoken to him in months and I just make up excuses to say something but it only comes out a rude comments.

How in the hell am I going to fix this and what is also crap is that the school dance is only a few weeks away and before all this crap happened I was planning on asking Liam to be my date.
But now it's awkward even if my wolf goes wild every time we pass in the corridor at school.

"Hey Brett" out of my thoughts I looked up to see Liam trying to engage in a conversation with me again but it still ends up weird. "Hey Liam" and we didn't say anything he kept looking down at his shoes and it felt awkward for me so I couldn't help but look everywhere else but him

"HEY YOU TWO SHOULD KISS" me and Liam turned and looked down the end of the hall and stiles gave a wave before running away. Liam let a small cute laugh "do you want to" he smiled awkward before rubbing the back of his neck "ummm" we haven't spoken in months and out of the blue we kiss "yeah it's a stupid idea"

He tried to brush past me when I grabbed his arm "Liam" I pulled him closer to me but he stumbled a few steps forward so that we were so close our chests were touching. My hand found its way to Liam's cheek and he looked up at me with his big puppy eyes and I couldn't help myself everything just seemed to slow down and fade out.

I looked at his eyes then to his slightly parted lips and our faces got closer until I could feel his warm breath on me.his eyes slowly closed as our lips brushed against each other and that was enough to get my wolf crazy.

His arms hung around my neck as I roamed his body with mine. Our kiss deepened and became more passionate and full of lust
And then the part came when we had to break away because we needed to catch our breaths.

"What does this mean?" He asked biting his bottom lip "I don't know" I answered honestly and a little out of breath. " c-can we try and be together" he asked hopefully "well we are mates for life" he smiled and then his face dropped when he came to realise something "IM LATE FOR CLASS" he yelled before running away a down the hall. his mum was subbing for the class and Liam is gonna get in trouble I personally don't care if I turn up to maths late.

Because let's face it math is just Mental Abuse To Humans besides it was totally worth it showing up late to maths.

Liam's p.o.v
Is it me, do I cause people to be in pain. Hayden's pregnancy was a complete nightmare and not only that I lost Brett

Sure I found a home for the baby and me and Brett are going to try again but I don't want to ruin anything else and not only that I can't seem to be happy anymore I'm always feeling down or nothing at all. Lydia advised me to see the school councillor and at this moment I think it wouldn't be that bad of an idea and I have my first appointment with her now

I walk in and we greeted each other and she told me to take a seat "so Lydia has been telling me about your emotional state at the moment do you want to add anything to it" she asked with a smile " no" I really don't want to be here but Lydia thinks this will help so I'll give it a try.
"Okay so I'm gonna ask you a rang of questions and you answer yes,no or sometimes okay or if you want you can elaborate on your answer okay"
She smiled which i knew was fake
"Yeah okay"

1. Do you enjoy things in your life less than you used to?
"Yes"
2. Do you have difficulty making decisions?
"Ummm sometimes"

3. Do you constantly find fault with yourself or others, or do you often put yourself down?
"Yeah"

4. Have you lost self-esteem, and/or are not as confident as you used to be?
"Yes"

5. Do you have less interest in aspects of life that would previously have interested you?
"Sure"

6. Do you have difficulty focusing or concentrating?
"Sometimes"

7. Do you sometimes think that life is not worth living, or do you despair about the future?
"Not really no"

8. Do you ever have thoughts of harming yourself, or thinking about suicide?
"Umm" I don't know do I and now that she mentioned it would I ever do something like that "Liam" she asked gaining my focus " no I don't think about those things"

9. Do you feel down even when good things happen? "Yeah"

10. Do you feel overwhelmed and/or powerless at times? "Not really I'm badass"

11. Do you have uncomfortable feelings that are hard to shift such as sadness, guilt, loneliness, and/or despair at times?
"At times"

12. Do you sometimes feel like a failure, have feelings of shame or worthless, and/or feel inadequate? "Kinda but not often"

13. Do you feel agitated, negative or "grumpy" more often than you used to?
"No"

14. Have you noticed a loss of energy, or often feeling tired? "I'm a teen I'm always tired "

15. Have your sleeping patterns changed – sleeping too much or too little?
"No"

16. Has your interest in sex decreased, or are you having sexual difficulties?

"No but I do have sexual difficulties you see the person I want to stick my dick in is taking things slow" I joked, seriously what does talking about my sexual life have anything to do with anything that's her business

17. Has your enjoyment or interest in physical or social activities decreased?
"Physical no, social kinda"

18. Have you noticed changes in eating patterns such as overeating or loss of appetite?
" I love food to much to stop eating and I always overeat"

19. Are you less social than you used to be – are you isolating and /or avoiding other people?
"I'm a loner most of my life"

20. Do you find that you are not getting as much done as you used to?
"I never get anything done I'm lazy"

"Okay Liam I think you are struggling with something that a lot of teens go through" she began " puberty" I asked " no Depression"
Me, depressed what a joke

"Often people who don't treat Depression and seek help are more at risk to acts of suicide. So I'm going to right a letter to you mother explaining depression and ways she can help you"

This is a load of crap why would I have depression I'm a werewolf for crying out loud I have no reason to be depressed she is making crap up.