Hate you but I Hate to

Chapter 15

Liam's p.o.v

I was heading to my next class just when I saw Brett walking the opposite way from me "BRETT" I called out but he continued to ignore me  so I grabbed his shoulder "I need to talk to you" I stated "later" he brushed me off and kept on walking

No I said I would confront him so now I will. I grabbed and pushed him against the lockers pinning both his shoulders down "we are talking now" he rolled his eyes but decided to listen " for the past fourteen weeks you have been avoiding me like the plague okay I just want you back, I want to kiss my boyfriend tell me what I have to do to make you forgive me"
I begged

"You can't do shit" he spat pushing me off of him and then switching out positions and he pinned me to the locker by my wrists
"You had to go and fuck Hayden and now the both of you have a son. you have a child" I heard slight crack in his voice "and that's something I can't give to you, sure we can adopt but it wouldn't be the same
I can't make you happy"  he let go of me and turned to go to his next class

I gabbed Brett's shoulder and made him face me again "But I am happy with you,you make me happy we don't need kids we will be fine"

"But I won't be, I'll keep thinking of how I could of helped you or make you happier I'm not good at this and you got hurt because of me what if next time I can't save you" I hugged Brett in the tightest hug I could manage  it feels like I'm losing my mate "so what we will be fine" I knew were this was leading to and I don't want it to

"I think the only way I can keep you safe is if we aren't together anymore" Brett pulled my arms off of around him "What, no you can't we are mates remember" I tried to hug him again but he just pushed me back "I need to get to class Liam" and with that He left me standing the the Hallway alone "Brett" I called out one last time but nothing came back

"No Liam your strong don't you dare cry"
Is this what a broken heart feels like my chest hurts it's like someone is squeezing my heart and my legs are all shaky and I'm already crying uncontrollably is this what happens when you lose a mate. "Liam we don't need him anyway and screw school let's go home" my wolf said and I knew he was sad to

I didn't want to move and I couldn't I was still stunned I managed to move a few steps to the side so I could lean on the lockers but my legs gave out and I fell to the ground. I lifted my knees to my forehead, I was still crying
"Fucking pathetic" I laughed to my wolf  as I wiped my eyes "no you're not Liam" 

"I think I should just go home" I began walking I wasn't emotionally stable at the moment to here stuck up teachers pretending to know what they are talking about.

I decided to take the shortcut through the forest and that's when I remembered the alpha that attacked me he knows what it's like to be alone maybe he would want to adopt the baby

I remembered where the house was because I saw it when Brett carried me out of the building I was scared but he was sorry. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door it was a few minutes before he answered "oh kid wolf I almost killed, ah come in" it was kinda awkward 

I walked in and sat down on a chair " how can I help you" he asked "I was wondering if you would like to adopt a werewolf baby" I said straight to the point "I don't know they are a handful"

"Well if we don't get him a family then he would have to be terminated" I filled him in on everything and honestly I didn't care why should I anyway not only a few moments ago I have a taste of what he felt from when he lost his mate at least Brett is still alive "so the baby is a boy" was the only question the alpha asked
"Yeah"

"Okay I will adopted the baby" he agreed and I have the adoption papers in my bag as it just so happens and he signed it for when the baby is born "thank you mr alpha" he laugh slightly  "call me duke" to be honest that name sounds familiar oh well

7 months later
Hayden gave birth on the 26th of February to a baby werewolf.  I was with her the entire time of her giving birth and it was yucky I never, never never, never, ever never want to see something like that again.

Duke was waiting outside to met his new child after the nurses cleaned him up a bit then gave him to Duke to hold I could see the love plastered on his face " what are you gonna call him" I asked curiously "Faith said if she ever had a son she would name him Kevin" he answered still adoring the baby he was currently cradling "it's a beautiful name" I complimented

I expected Brett to be here but he still hasn't said anything to me in months just a casual hey I have tried talking to him but still nothing and he went back to picking on me again so if you consider calling me names talking to me then we have been exchanging words every so often

What's ironic about this is that he broke up to me cause he said he was going to keep me safe from getting hurt when he is the one hurting me.