Fun fact: before I started writing, I really thought I'd only have 2 or 3 chapters because I had no ideas.
But hey! I'm back from vacation and it was AWESOME.
Well are you ready for this chapter? I'm ready... TO GOOOOOOO GET ME OUT OF MY MIND GET ME OUT OF MY MIND IM READY TO GOOOOO O OO O O O. Sorry... I'll start.
--- STILL PHIL'S POV WOW ---
I felt my legs getting weaker, then, darkness.
I woke up to see my mum looking down at me. Was I dreaming? I hope I was.
"What happened?" I signed.
"Well Officer Ross gave you the news, and you collapsed." She signed. So it wasn't a dream.
I quickly jump up. If it wasn't a dream, then Dan's really hurt.
"Mum please drive me to the hospital"
"Oh honey I c-"
"D-drive m-me!" I managed to say.
That surprised her, and that honestly surprised me, too. I haven't spoken in years.
"Fine" mum signed.
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A ran to the hospital and gave a note to the woman at the front desk asking where Dan was.
"Ah yes, Dan Howell. Room 53, unit 2, down that way. Only 5 minutes through, Dan needs his rest," She said and pointed towards the hallway to the left of me.
I dashed for what seemed hours, until I got to room 53, unit 2.
I slammed open the door to find a lifeless Dan, laying on the bed.
I ran to him and started sobbing on his chest. Luckily, Mum stopped chasing me awhile ago.
"D-dan" I choked out.
I felt a presence and decided that I should leave.
I started to walk back, my head hanging low.
--- DAN'S POV OMFG ---
I woke up to hear someone say my name. A unfamiliar voice. I felt something on my chest. I opened my eyes and found Phil crying on my chest. I was gonna say something then my stupid doctor walked in and Phil left.
"Ok a few shots today, Dan. They will hurt a little." what a liar. They don't hurt as much as what they did to me.
A tear fell down my cheek and the doctor patted me on the head. "All done, Dan the man," he laughed,"soon you'll be able to take walks, and soon enough you can leave!" He walked out of the room laughing to himself.
--- TIME SKIP TO A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER :O ---
I could finally walk around now. So I decided I'd take a walk around the hospital, not that there's anywhere else I could go.
I still haven't seen Phil since I first got into the hospital. Chris and Pj have been visiting me a ton and they say they haven't seen Phil at school in awhile, I'm pretty worried.
I've been walking for about a minute now, so I decide to sit down near a window.
Unfortunately, there was a girl also sitting near the window, she looked dead.
(Ok this character is like the character in I'm Not Afraid wow I'm really uncreative and also you should read that :3)
(Also btw before you read on this chapter and a few future chapters will have triggering stoof like selfharm and all that jazz)
"I want to kill myself. It would be so easy and it would make the world better if I just left," she sighed "you also seemed quite sad, would you like to join me?" She asked with a creepy smile playing on her face.
"I do kinda want to die," I mumbled. No Dan remember all your friends. Remember Phil.
"Kinda? Do you want to die or not?" She asked.
"I don't know... but you shouldn't kill yourself, you probably are a amazing person..." I am a crap advice giver, so I just stopped there.
"I still wo-" she was cut off by a woman screaming "Alex!"
"That's my doctor, I have to go," she said.
"Can I see you again?"
"Maybe," she says as she walks off into unit 4. That's where all the people with mental problems go. Figures.
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Me and Alex were hanging out a lot and we got to know a few things about each other. But our favorite subject to talk about was death.
It may seem bad, but I enjoyed it.
SOZ I HAD NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE ABOUT
--- PHIL'S POV :D ---
What time was it? What day is it? Why are you alive? Who do you love?
If someone were to ask me those questions, I wouldn't know the answer to them. Except for the love one.
No Phil, you do not love him as in a boyfriend, you love him as a friend.
Boyfriend.
The thought of having Dan as a boyfriend is very exciting. But he was straight (btw I'm changing it so Dan said he was straight) and probably was being my friend out of pity. I bet he hates me. Everyone hates me.
I've decided. I'll kill myself tomorrow.
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My stories always seem to have a lot of death in them. I need to stop doing that jesus.
I wanna change the cover of this story, because I don't like the current one I'm using. If you would give me some suggestions, that'd be awesome.
Anyways, it took me like 15 minutes to spell except correctly...
BIIIIIIIIIIIISEEEEEEEXXXXUAAAALL
:D
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Unfortunate - Phan
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