Sheepskin Tearaway- Ianthony

~Chapter one

Anthony found himself having a good life. He had a girlfriend, what was her name again.... Oh yeah, Kalel... She always thought that Anthony was incredibly smart, and she made sure to let him know that every day. And also she used to teel Anthony to stop being so jealous, possessive, and... maniatic... to stop acting like a crazy. Kalel started to like that way Anthony never responded to her treatment. She never thought about the consequences. 

BIG mistake.

Kalel didn't knew that Anthony's mother was quite abusive, rude and an extremely bad mother. Anthony had to live with her since he never met hid father, she used to call him names, she was drunk all the time, sometimes slap him, and starve him.

Anthony had a problem, not just a problem, a r e a l problem. His mother's behavior started to affect him in some weird ways. Anthony never, ever in his life had a single friend. He used to set on fire little animals, first, he started with insects, then lizards and other kinds of small creatures. He had at least five different methods. then he stole a blade from one of his mother's 'friends' and sliced it's throats. It was quite disturbing. He always kept knifes and lighters on his pockets.

The whole crazy thing started to bother Anthony more and more, it became a daily thing, Anthony's blood boiled in anger. Everything reaches it's top.

The afternoon when 'it' happened Anthony was sitting in the couch when Kalel came to him to ask him why he hadn't washed the dishes. She started with that and ended in 'Why do you write a dairy like a little girl?' 'Why you never stand uo for yourself?' 'Why do you carry razors on your pockets? Why are you so jealous? why do you act like a crazy a mani-'

Kalel didn't had time to finish before Anthony exploded.

"I AM NOT CRAZY"

Anthony had a killer look on his face, Kalel was so scared, she took a few steps back and the she bumped in ti a wall, Anthony walked towards her, she was cornered. Anthony took a pocket-knife from his pocket and a sadistic smile appeared in his face. 'You really wanna know, right?'

Kalel screamed for the first minutes, soon her voice was never heard again... ever.

Anthony took care of the body, he made sure that everything looked like she had left him after a fight, when the police showed up that told such a great and believable story that they never came back.

That was the first time.

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Ian woke up alone in a unfamiliar room. Then he made memory. They talked, they kissed, they cuddled under the warm blankets of Anthony's bed, he whispered sweet things in to Anthony's ear, and they fell asleep together. Ian had a weird nightmare a scary one, making him cry a bit in his sleep, it was about his 'bullies' in school, they made fun of him everyday, but in his dream they had took it too far, cornering Ian on an alley and torturing him with knives and leaving small burns on his soft skin with cigarettes, until he died. It was so vivid and disturbing that he just needed a hug, sadly Anthony wasn't around and he really wanted to stay in bed. 

He walked to the closet, he opened some drawers, he was freezing since he was just in is boxers. The first drawer had a notebook, like a dairy, he picked it up and opened the first page

"My dear Julian, ever since Kalel..."

Ian closed it instantly, that was something that he should not been looking surely.

He opened the second drawer and found a sweater that had 'Carmel' written in green, it was Anthony's college sweater and it was enormous, Ian was practically swimming in the warm fabric, the Ian headed downstairs.

It felt strange, he needed to get used to this life now. Not that he was forced or whatever, he like Anthony indeed. 

Judging by the sunlight outside the window, Ian guessed that it was like seven in the morning, So the question was where is Anthony?

Anthony, woke up a bit too early, he woke up around three or four in the morning. He started having weird dreams, when he woke up he found Ian in his arms, so innocent, then he thought that maybe Ian didn't like him at all, he was just lying to save himself from being brutally murdered.

All kinds of things passed through his head, then he felt like he needed dome coffee, last night was a mistake, they couldn't be anything, Anthony was a beast, an animal without emotions, right? he couldn't love or be loved by anyone, not even his own mother, the why a beautiful boy would love him? He sat in the kitchen table, trying to figure out how to stop feeling so comfortable with Ian's affection, soon Ian would realize how crazy Anthony was. He felt disgusted by himself.

Anthony didn't wanted to face Ian, he knew the moment he saw him, he would go weak and he was falling quickly for him.

"A-Anthony?" A weak and a bit scared voice echoed through the kitchen. Anthony snapped out of his thoughts.

Ian walked in, Anthony noticed that he was wearing one of his old college sweater and his boxers.

Yeah, he already han fallen for him, without a doubt.

Ian thought that it would be more than appropriated to pet-name him now, they were in some sort of relationship after all, right? 

"Baby?" Anthony snapped at the pet name, he called him his baby, oh God, Ian's voice was sweet and caring, making Anthony melt in the chair. "I woke up, and you weren't there" Ian said in a small voice.

Anthony stared at Ian in awe, before speaking. "Oww come here, baby boy." motioning towards his lap, Ian sat in Anthony's lap for a few minutes, just listening to his breathing, Anthony's arms around his waist. "I had a bad dream." He murmured.

"Ow, I'm sorry about that baby. I had one too. That's why I'm here, I didn't wanted to disturb you. Want to tell me about it?" Ian knew that maybe they were going too fast, him trusting Anthony with everything he had was a huge step. But Anthony was by farr the first person who loved him, in a friendly or romantic way Anthony wanted to be with him, he wasn't disgusted or anything.

A few tears slipped down his face. The boys in school always called him 'easy' 'whore' 'dick-sucker' and other names, no one wanted to be near him, he couldn't tell the headmaster, he tried, oh yes he did, but apparently Ian never had anything to prove it. It was his word against the school's most populars word.

"I-it was about the boys in school."

"Uhmm... What about them, love." Anthony caressed lightly Ian's back.

"They bully me, they call me names and they don't want to be near me ever since they found out I-I was gay... In my dream the cornered me and yelled me names, and stabbed me and tortured me, no one could hear me, and th-they ended up killin-g me-e."

Anthony gulped... 

"I-It's okay, love. I'm here, I'll protect you, okay'" And he kissed Ian's nose.

They were meant to be together, he wouldn't let anyone take what's been missing his whole life.

Anthony comforted Ian a few more minutes, whispering sweet things to calm him down.

Anthony couldn't take it, boys were mean to his baby, they would have to pay.

He'll had to make a re-search, he couldn't ask Ian about the boys' names. 

Anthony started to plan thing in his head. He would go out tonight, he would make them pay.

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