7: Taking a step further

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It was a nice Saturday evening. I could see the sun rays seeping into the blinds of my apartment. It looked beautiful but I've been stuck talking to Camila . We've been texting a lot recently which is strange. I have learned so much about her. I feel like once she told her true identity, a barrier broke down, making us feel closer.

All we do is text. We haven't called yet unfortunately. There has been times where I wanted to ask, but would pussy out to save myself from the embarrassment of rejection.

Me: hey mila

Camila: hello cute stuff

Me: i wanna ask you something but i'm kinda worried ig

Camila: don't be worried, we're friends. remember?

I could almost feel a small tug from my heart. But I quickly ignored it.

Me: yeah yeah

Camila: you okay?

Me: yeah I'm fine

Camila: biggest lie a person could ever say. what's up?

Me: nothing. its just i'm worried to ask you my question

Camila: okay well ask me your question

Me: okay then well

Me: do you maybe wanna facetime

Me: you don't have to but i mean if you wanna i guess we could

How fucking desperate I sound. I never texted like this to anyone before. Ever. Maybe to my ex, Cara, a few times but that's it. I could already feel myself being met with rejection from how pathetic I sounded.

Camila: you're rambling

Camila: cute

Camila: we can definitely facetime but not right now. so maybe tomorrow?

Me: that's perfect !!

Camila: i'm gonna change ur contact name. it'll be cute i promise

Me: mmm

Camila: done!!!

Me: so what's my nickname ?

Camila: first you gotta give me a nickname silly ;)

Me: wasn't 'queen' enough last time?

Camila: give me a new one

Me: okay i got one

Camila: tell me yours first

Me: babe

Me: that's a friend thing, right?

Camilafor sure. i call my band mates that occasionally. it's a girls thing

Me: not creative but it'll do

Me: tell me your contact name for me

Camila: mm ready?

Me: more than i'll ever be

Camila: you wanna beg for it again ;)

Me: just tell mee

Camila: aw don't wanna beg for me?

Me: oh fuck off mila. cmon now!!

Camila: sheesh calm your tits . language

Me: just a bit impatient

Camila: calling you mine ;))) yeah?

Me: charming, aren't ya

Camila: i know. i'm just smooth like that xoxo

Me: i can't with you

fuckboy: yes so you're mine mwaha

fuckboy: no one can have you! bc you're mine, get it?

Me: well that's not creepy at all.

Camila: you're right it's not creepy at all

Me: okay cabello. other than texting me, wyd?

Camila: i'm on the tour bus on the couch

Me: i'd kill to experience that

Camila: yeah i think you'd like it. also, dinah is looking at me weirdly

Me: does she know you're texting me?

Camila: well the girls don't rlly know abt you

Me: oh

Camila: but i do want to tell them!

Camila: Unless you want to be my little secret?

Me: whatever works with you mila. you do you

Camila: i have to go bc the girls want to watch a movie

I could feel myself slightly frown.

Me: text me later?

Camila: promise. facetime me tomorrow!

Me: ofccccc!! bye mila

Camila: bye y/n! xoxo

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updated: 6/22/21

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