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____It was a nice Saturday evening. I could see the sun rays seeping into the blinds of my apartment. It looked beautiful but I've been stuck talking to Camila . We've been texting a lot recently which is strange. I have learned so much about her. I feel like once she told her true identity, a barrier broke down, making us feel closer.
All we do is text. We haven't called yet unfortunately. There has been times where I wanted to ask, but would pussy out to save myself from the embarrassment of rejection.
Me: hey mila
Camila: hello cute stuff
Me: i wanna ask you something but i'm kinda worried ig
Camila: don't be worried, we're friends. remember?
I could almost feel a small tug from my heart. But I quickly ignored it.
Me: yeah yeah
Camila: you okay?
Me: yeah I'm fine
Camila: biggest lie a person could ever say. what's up?
Me: nothing. its just i'm worried to ask you my question
Camila: okay well ask me your question
Me: okay then well
Me: do you maybe wanna facetime
Me: you don't have to but i mean if you wanna i guess we could
How fucking desperate I sound. I never texted like this to anyone before. Ever. Maybe to my ex, Cara, a few times but that's it. I could already feel myself being met with rejection from how pathetic I sounded.
Camila: you're rambling
Camila: cute
Camila: we can definitely facetime but not right now. so maybe tomorrow?
Me: that's perfect !!
Camila: i'm gonna change ur contact name. it'll be cute i promise
Me: mmm
Camila: done!!!
Me: so what's my nickname ?
Camila: first you gotta give me a nickname silly ;)
Me: wasn't 'queen' enough last time?
Camila: give me a new one
Me: okay i got one
Camila: tell me yours first
Me: babe
Me: that's a friend thing, right?
Camila: for sure. i call my band mates that occasionally. it's a girls thing
Me: not creative but it'll do
Me: tell me your contact name for me
Camila: mm ready?
Me: more than i'll ever be
Camila: you wanna beg for it again ;)
Me: just tell mee
Camila: aw don't wanna beg for me?
Me: oh fuck off mila. cmon now!!
Camila: sheesh calm your tits . language
Me: just a bit impatient
Camila: calling you mine ;))) yeah?
Me: charming, aren't ya
Camila: i know. i'm just smooth like that xoxo
Me: i can't with you
fuckboy: yes so you're mine mwaha
fuckboy: no one can have you! bc you're mine, get it?
Me: well that's not creepy at all.
Camila: you're right it's not creepy at all
Me: okay cabello. other than texting me, wyd?
Camila: i'm on the tour bus on the couch
Me: i'd kill to experience that
Camila: yeah i think you'd like it. also, dinah is looking at me weirdly
Me: does she know you're texting me?
Camila: well the girls don't rlly know abt you
Me: oh
Camila: but i do want to tell them!
Camila: Unless you want to be my little secret?
Me: whatever works with you mila. you do you
Camila: i have to go bc the girls want to watch a movie
I could feel myself slightly frown.
Me: text me later?
Camila: promise. facetime me tomorrow!
Me: ofccccc!! bye mila
Camila: bye y/n! xoxo
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updated: 6/22/21
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