stella comes back

legs are wide open

"I know what you did!" Alex announces to me.

"No, you don't!" I yell back. "You don't know me!

Everyone in the dorm stares at me.

"Stella?!? Why did you do that?" Piper asks looking scared of me.

"It's not what you think! It wasn't my fault!" I try to convince Piper.

Piper moves towards Helena looking for comfort.

Helena moves next to my face to whisper in my ear.

"She won't ever fall in love, at least not with you." She says moving back to Piper.

I try to run at Helena, but my legs are weak and my feet can't lift off the ground.

I open my eyes and see Lolly making direct eye contact with me.

"Hello." I say startled.

"You drool in your sleep." Her high pitched voice says.

"I know." I say while still tense for the dream.

I make my way to the shower without making eye contact to anyone. I see out of the corner of my eye Smith grabbing a random inmate by the neck. A rush of anger comes over me, but yet something holds me back.

I relax my fists and keep walking.
"Just don't look." I think to myself.

"Carlin." Helena says. "Do you know where Piper is?"

"Ya know, I just saw her outside waiting for you, with her legs wide open." I say sarcastically.

"Fantasic...mate." She says trying to mock my accent.

"You go right ahead..mate, go have fun with Piper." I say smiling.

"Oh, I will." She replies.

"I know you will, you will be happy then out of nowhere she hides contraband in your bunk, and fucks you over with a few more years on your sentence, when you were about to get out 2 days later. Then you'll spend all your time thinking on how to fuck her over, then you realize that Piper isn't anything special and she is such a bitch, but when you see her again.....all of your feelings you had in the beginning comes rushing back...because there is just something that pulls you back everytime." I say.

Helena stands still and looks confused.

I leave her there and start a shower.

I step into almost warm water and lather myself in soap. Behind me I hear faint crying. I turn to examine the situation.

There, Helena is gripping a naked Piper's neck while rubbing her disgusting tongue on the side of Piper's face.

"Oh hey there" Helena says.

Piper tries to cover her body with her hands.

"Hope you don't mind." She says.

"I do mind." I reply.

"Well, before you sounded like you didn't care."

"Leave her alone, bitch."

"Stop!" piper vocalizes while crying.

Helena pushes Piper by her neck into me.

I catch her before she falls onto the floor.

"Did she hurt you?" I angrily ask.

Piper shakes her head from side to side.

I hug her and place her under the running water.

"It's okay, I got you." I say.

Piper lays her head on my shoulder.

"Let's get out of here." Piper says clearing her throat.

I turn off the water and lead Piper out of the shower.I throw my towel over her and put my clothes on.

"Are you hungry?" I ask.

"No." She replies.

"Yea, me neither."

We walk outside to picnic tables and sit next to each other.

"What did she do to you?" I ask.

Piper hesitates then says "She...she hit me, then fucked me." She start to tear up and her voice starts to tremble. "I..I don't think I can do this anymore."

She puts her face in her hands and cries harder.

"Shhh, it's okay." I say as I lean her on me.

"You need to help me."

"Then what do you want me to do?"

Piper leans over and whispers in my ear.

"Piper, I..I, no I'm not fucking doing do that!" I whisper back.