Bad Habits of affairs

8. Bad Habits of Affair

Chapter 8

It was sunday and I woke up to a text, "I know your secret." I fell out of my bed startled I really hoped that didn't mean what I thought.

"?" I texted back.

"Don't play dumb, I know all about your love affair." they replied and sent a picture of me and Noah making out in his car.

"What do you want."

"Just do what I say and no one needs to know anything."

"Okay I understand."

I texted Noah, "Someone knows"

"Who?"

"I don't know, All I know is I need to come clean to Christian before someone else tells him, I think your fine sense they didnt text you."

"okay, good luck"

I didn't text or call Christian I kinda just showed up at his house, rain started to pour, I rang the doorbell. Christian answered, as the door opened I could hear his dad yelling at his mom and I heard him hit her, "Oh babe um this isn't the best time..."

"I'm sorry... uh needed to talk to you." I couldn't tell him seems like he had enough bad stuff happening.

"Hey where's your promise ring? did you leave it at home again?" Christian asked ignoring my statement.

"Well no.." I said, "It got stolen." I lied.

He wore disappointment on his face but tried to hide it, "Oh no wonder you look so sad, it's okay babe I'm not mad we could easily replace it."

"What no I wouldn't ask you to do that."

"Money isn't a problem abby I have enough to replace it, I'll call and order one now." He got out his phone.

"No listen... christian."

but he wasn't listening, he called, "Hello I bought a pair of promise rings a couple of weeks ago and..."

"Christian get off the phone don't order anything," I took the phone from him.

"What are you doing I really don't mind," He tried take his phone back at this point we we're basically wrestling, he let go slowly and stopped fighting."You don't want to ring this bad?" he sounded hurt.

"I don't deserve any of your promises..."

"Why not!" he shouted frustrated.

"I'm cheating on you Christian!" It spilled out my mouth, "I'm sorry..." this wasn't a good time.

"What...?" he said slowly, "No your not..."

"I have been for close to a month now," I started to cry, "About four weeks."

"Why are you lying? Fine I won't order the ring, no commitment, I'm not forcing you to do anything you don't want you don't have to make anything up."

I started to cry more, "I wish I was... I-I've been going behind yours and Adeline's back with Noah, we've had sex over and over again, in his car in an hotel in the shower, I've gone down on him, he's gone down on me, we've done-"

"Stop... why are you tell me this?"

"You deserve to know..."

"Damnit Abigail." "What am I supposed to do... I'm in love with you."

I wiped my tears, "How how could you love me after knowing what I've done to you."

"Do you love him?"

"What?"

"Just answer the question do you?"

"...."

"Do you love me?"

"Of course I love you."

"I made you a promise, Abbs we can get thru this."

"How?! how could you even look at me or want to be with me..."

"I love you, I won't leave unless you tell me to."

"It's It's over Christian you can do better, I want you to leave and be happy okay because I'm not gonna stop seeing Noah... I can't. and you don't deserve this."

"Tell me you love him and I go and I won't even look back."

"Christian..."

"Admit it."

"I-I love him.... I'm in love with Noah!"

Christian raised his arm and slapped me I guess hearing those words where too much for him to hear. "Oh my god.... Abigail, I'm so sorry.. I guess I'm not better then my father."

"I deserved it Christian I was terrible to you, you're nothing like your father." I made it sound like no big deal.

"Abigail... bye." He turned away and went inside, I threw my pennyboard down and skated away from his house through the rain tears pouring down my face but you couldn't even tell because it was mixed with rain.

I'm sorry this chapter probably has so many typos but I'm to lazy atm to look through carefully I will edit it later though, mostly l , I feel like it was short and not very discriptive, but please vote and comment if I should even continue this book.