Bad Habits of affairs

18. Bad Habits Of Affair

Chapter 18

"Adeline happy late 17th birthday!" I said loudly as I barge into her room, she looked so sick and it made me so depressed, I hid my depression from her of course. 

"Happy late 17th birthday Abigail!" She cheered "Looks like we we're both in the hospital yesterday." she gave me a disappointed look.

I sighed "Yup..." I admitted.

"So you ran into a pole, clumsy clumsy girl." she stated but obviously didn't believe that lie... no one did.

"You heard..." I hang my head.

she nodded "Noah's my best friend he tells me everything." she gave me a worried look "Wow Abby you really need to breakup with him."

I shook my head fast. "But if I do that he's gonna blame Noah and he's gonna be in the hospital next."

"Noah's a big boy he can take it, you can't and you can't die before I do." She started coughing up blood again.

"Yeah I don't think that's gonna happen..." I muttered though she still heard me.

"Abigail break up with him for me, please I love you so much. so please" She pleaded.

"Okay fine only cause I love you more I will I promise." I take a breath "oh Adeline... Liam the other cancer patient you've been seeing... well he's... he passed."

"What...?" she had hurt expression on he face, heart rate sped up then her lungs stopped working.

"Doctor! Doctor! Someone! please! Please! Doctor!" I screamed.

"TOD 2:46pm."

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I've been locked in my room for a week, my parents can't get me out, I have tons of missed calls from Noah, Ethan and Dawn who has been let out the psych ward two weeks ago, she was in for about a week since she didn't stop cutting and I told her foster parents when they didn't care I told someone who did.

I haven't ate, I have my own bathroom in my bathroom so I could pee and take baths if I even can get myself to do that, the only reason my stepmother knew I was still well alive is cause all I do is cry.

I hear heavy knocks on my door, "Abigail you've got to come out!" Ethan came almost everyday to get me out,

I could finally talk in complete sentences without breaking down, it was time to do what I promised Adeline, "E-Ethan... it's over, I can't be in a relationship right now... I have a lot going on in my life." once I said that he kicked my door really hard if he did it again he would have broken it.

I pick up my phone and call noah, "Abigail hey" I start to cry, sometimes I would Answer Noah's calls and just cry, I did that with Dawn once but she started to cry to and it made me more sad,

"I think it's time for you to come back into the world." I wanted to say something but I couldn't, he listened to me cry for ten more minutes, I heard knocking on my door, "Abby, baby" it was Noah.

"Y-yah?" I said quietly into the phone

"Let me in." He stated calmly but firmly.

I walked to my door, unlocked it and opened it then hung up, he hugged me as soon as he could."I love you so much,"

"B-but Noah she's gone..." That was the first time I could say it out loud.

"I know." he said and I hugged him tighter, he closer my door we cuddled on my bed, I stopped cry after ten minutes, "You need to eat." I nodded, I was really hungry but the grief I felt for Adeline more painful, he started to feel me some yogurt then chicken nuggets.

"Take these." he said, it was antidepressions, I took them.

"I love you to." I said, "I broke up with Ethan."

"That's good." he said then he got a call, he pressed decline but they called again so he pressed decline again but they just called again.

I grabbed his phone, "Can I answer?"

"Sure, I don't care." he shrugged.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Oh I'm sorry where's my boyfriend?" the female voice spoke.

"boyfriend?" I glared at Noah but he just shook his head, 'She's crazy.' he mouthed.

"Yes Noah my boyfriend give him the phone where is he? I'm waiting for him at his house." she replied.

I scoff "Noah's at my house and he says you're not his girlfriend."

"Well, we're not official or anything. yet but I am basically his girlfriend." she argued.

"I'm sorry Noah's kinda my boyfriend so you need to lose his number stop being a stalker please." I said then hung up.

"I'm your boyfriend?" Noah smirked.

"Well, I don't know I heard from Kaitlyn you don't do girlfriends and I'm sure Megan and Sophia could tell me the same thing." I looked away slowly.

"I only slept with Caitlin a couple times and Megans a good friend who's easy to talk to and Sophia is my appointed tutor who I may or may not have makeout with." he explained.

I groan in frustration, "I wish people would stop spreading rumors my life would be so much easier I thought you were sleeping with all of those girls."

"I only told Caitlin that because I only want to date you," He started to laugh, "I've only ever slept with four girls,"

I tilt my head to the side slightly "Juilia, Me, Caitlyn and?"

"Adeline." he answered hesitantly.

"You slept with Adeline? I thought she didn't want to till marriage." then tears started running down my face, just the mention of her could tear me down.

"Well yeah until she knew she wouldn't live long enough so she wanted me to be her first then she had sex with her boyfriend Liam." he answered

"Noah I killed her..." my voice shook.

"What? no cancer killed her not you."

"I told her Liam died and her lungs just stopped working." I continued to cry, "It's my fault...I killed her."

he hugged me, "That's not your fault,"

I cried some more then Noah had to go, my stepmother came into my room, "I know this might be a bad time but I got a call two days ago remember the movie you auditioned for a while back well they know you auditioned for a smaller part but you got the lead, I know you grieving but I think this would be great for you right now sense acting has been your passion for years."

"I want to do it." this will be the perfect thing to keep me occupied and help me cope with my twins death.

"But the thing is the shooting for the movie was moved to new york you'll be gone for a year."