Bad Habits of affairs

12. Bad Habits of Affair

Chapter 12

**Abigail's pov**

I was in my room texting Ethan when my Father got the call that Adeline was in the hospital when we got there they explained her condition and that she had cancer.

At that moment I wanted to die.

I couldn't even go in and look my dying sister in the face when I was sleeping with her boyfriend.

Noah was waiting in the waiting room, where we were heading, since Adelines lungs weren't working properly she had to rush into surgery. Noah stood up, "How is she?" he asked my step mother, he didn't ask me... he didn't look at me.

"They found a tumor... Noah she has lung cancer." She told him, his eyes widen and tears fell, I've never seen Noah cry before. "She's had it for some time now, if they manage to save her now, it's too late for treatment." In school we learned most lung cancer patients are diagnosed too late for treatment.

Noah sat back down and put his hands over his face and bent over to where his elbows were on his knees. I sat down, two down from Noah he didn't want to see or talk to me I knew.

They told us to go home it was late and by the time she'd be able to see us we couldn't because visiting hours would be over.

My family started going to the car, "Hey Noah..." I don't know why but I needed to talk to him.

"Leave me alone." he said flat out with his hands still on his face.

"Noah just listen to me... I know the guilt you're feeling and I know it's my fault... if I didn't convince you a month ago to have sex with me and ask to make it a regular thing..." I paused then took a breath, "If I didn't fall in love-"

"Shut the fuck up." he removed his hands and sat up, I looked at his angry tear stained face, "Stop saying you're in love with me, that's not love it's lust, what I feel for Ade and what she feels for me, That's fucking love," he took a breath, "Ade and I? We are in love. Get out my face and life Abigail and go fuck someone else's boyfriend and fuck up their life cause I done with your shit I wish I never met you,"

I started crying I was frozen, I couldn't move, I just stared at him tears running down my face, he flipped me off then pulled his knees to his chest feet on his chair and his head down, forehead on his knees,"Fucking slut."

I ran off wiped my face, my parents just assumed I was crying over Ade and I guess I was, but I also got my heartbroken that was the worst day of my life.

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The next day we went to the hostile and I missed school, I walked in the room and backed up cause Noah was in there, "Babe I'm gonna go get something to eat I'll be back you can have some time with your family." I knew he was leaving because of me

As Noah passed me I whispered, "I'm sorry."

We brought balloons and teddy bears. "How are you sweety?" our step mom asked.

"I'm the happiest dying girl ever." she giggled, it was probably true.

"Oh don't say that."

We all talked for a while but our father had to go mia again, a while after he left our step mother said, "I'm sure you girls want to talk one on one, I'll go talk to the doctor so they can explain to me how this is gonna go."

"Abigail." She pouted, "Abigail Abigail."

"Adeline." I copied, "Adeline Adeline."

"You know when I got out of surgery they told me you where that one person I was begging to see, I don't remember but you were I only asked for Noah once but I kept saying your name, I love you so much."

"I love you more."

"But I love you more."

"God we sound like a cheesy couple." I said and we laughed.

"Abigail I'm dying."

"I know."

She smiled, "You're the first person to say that all the others say 'don't say that' Noah said 'we're all dying some just quicker than others.'."

"I'm not gonna act like this isn't happening."

"Thanks." She smiled.

Noah came back in, "Well bye, I love you Ade." I started to leave.

"I love you more Abby!" she yelled as I left.

"I love you most!" I said just before getting out eyeshot.

My sister was really dying.