The last few days were going great...until just a little while ago...I feel like I never want to date again... My boyfriend, melman, was just telling me a story that was suppose to be funny but instead made me cry. He told me "even though I'm single, I still have wondering eyes" and admitted to looking at another girls butt. And at other girls bodies in that case. It may not sound as bad to other girls...but to me that's a big deal, especially because I get very jealous. And it makes me feel like my body isn't good enough for him...and that really hurts...I don't know what will happen to me and him...I'm ignoring his texts now...and I don't want to see him tomorrow or I might start crying...and tomorrow is picture day so yea...I have to go now though...so bye.
