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• Kylie •

After Slay Bells Houston is over, I climb back onto the tour bus and immediately head back to my bed. I don't want to face Skate and his confusing self. One second he wants me and then the next second he is rejecting me. It honestly hurts me more than it probably should but I don't care anymore.
When I get back to the girl's section of the bus, I change into my pjs and immediately crawl into my bed to attempt to go to bed.
Andrea comes into the room and gets ready for bed too and then she shuts the light off and crawls into her bed. I lay there on my phone on Twitter, trying to fall asleep but end up being unsuccessful.
I just want to curl up in a ball of sadness and die somewhere.

Kylie ❤️✌️ @kylieeeee4
That moment when you're so sad that you just wanna curl up into a ball of sadness and die. 😔

Kylie ❤️✌️ @kylieeeee4
😔

Lots of people retweet my two tweets and tweet at me, asking me if I'm okay. I tweet a couple of them back telling them that I am but I honestly don't know. It just hurts when someone "likes you" but they have a shitty way of showing it after you tell them you're not ready for a relationship.
Fuck this shit.
My phone goes off with a new text message.

FROM: Sammy 😋😍
Are you okay?

TO: Sammy 😋😍
Honestly...? No. 😔

FROM: Sammy 😋😍
Why babe?

TO: Sammy 😋😍
It's just that a good relationship I had with someone fell through the cracks.

FROM: Sammy 😋😍
Aw. I'm sorry. Do you wanna talk about it?

TO: Sammy 😋😍
Nah. I'll be fine. I promise.

FROM: Sammy 😋😍
Okay.

TO: Sammy 😋😍
Thanks for worrying about me though. I appreciate it.

FROM: Sammy 😋😍
You're welcome babe. Anything for you. 😬

TO: Sammy 😋😍
☺️🙈

I end up falling asleep texting Sammy and as I sleep I dream of what life will be like after I leave DigiTour... To go back to "normal" every day life.

A/N school starts in 7 hours so I should probably head to bed but first here's an update. Goodnight. 💕 also sorry the chapter is really short. I promise the chapters will get longer soon when some things happen. 😬 you'll see lol.

-Shelby Lynn Horan Jolinsky Rupp Collins 🙈💕

P.S. So there's 25 chapters left of this book. Just a forewarning... It's ending at 45 and I plan on trying to finish this fic soon- before the 1st of October. 👌

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