chapter 18 (BTW get up ipod ready)

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Chappie 18 (Sad, Soul's POV)

(Part Songfic, Secrets by Onerepublic)

I need another story. Something to get off my chest. My life gets kind of boring. Need something that I can confess.

I am all alone in life. Maka lied to me and kept secrets.

Till all my sleeves are stained red, from all the truth that I've said. Come by it honestly I swear.

And I told her everything except for the one secret that I will never tell her, for she will never return the feelings that I possess.

Thought you saw me wink, no. I've been on the brink, so.

The madness has always been consuming me, it was never fully gone. Why? Should I die? Kill myself? What, I am an abomination, so they say. I have black blood in me, so therefore, I am evil. That's what I fight. I nearly, or I did kill my friend.

Tell me what you want to hear. Something that will like those ears. I'm sick of all the insecure, so I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

If I told her that she was the one for me, would she have lied? Would she!? Yes. She would have, she would never fall for me. White hair, red eyes. I look like the thing I am. A demon. *Soul takes off his headband and looks at it.* I try to calm my hair with this, but for what? To hide what I am. A monster. *Throws his headband into the dense forest surrounding him.*

This time, don't need another perfect lie. Don't care if critics jump in line. I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

**In Soul's madness/soul room** "Hey, Demon, I am ready." *Soul looks up at the massive figure.* "Good, now just hand over your soul completely this time. That is what was the mistake last time. You never fully gave away your soul to madness." The demon laughed. I sighed, and sat on the piano bench, looking at the glossy black of the case.

My god, amazing how we got this far. It's like were chasing all those stars. Who's driving shiny big black cars.

I lifted the casing, and gently stroked my piano. I ran my fingers along the perfect white and black keys. I pressed the middle c checking if it was still in tune. Mint condition. I let my hands flow along the keys, playing the music to my soul, literally.

Tell me what you want to hear.

My eyes drifting closed.

Something that will like those ears.

It was hauntingly beautiful, and I was reaching the crescendo.

I'm sick of all the insecure, so

I ended with a deep note, a lower g.

I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

I leaned into the demon, who got even bigger, and darker, with every note, giving into the madness of my soul.

All my secrets away...

(I am sorry, needed Soul's POV for this to work. :( AIDAN: Also, I was thinking we could have another song fic in here, Ain't no rest for the wicked by Cage the Elephant,(YEEEES-A) A drop in the ocean byRon Pope and others for Soul, due to his music :) - Mads)

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