Found

Chapter Seventeen

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~Katherine Pov~

James had to go home to get some of his stuff. He lives in Florida on I the other hand live in Pennsylvania now with Alex. James took Billy with him because he didn’t trust him. Then Aubree had taken Trey out for an aunt and nephew day. So I am just left with Alex. He has just been in his office and on the phone most of the time. He seems to be ignoring me but it’s whatever.

“I am going to go to drink with some of my friends I will be back later.” Alex said. You can tell he was lying from the way his eyes wouldn’t look at me.

“Okay have fun.” I told him going back to looking at the ceiling. What am I suppose to do but look at the ceiling. I don’t know how to use a computer or anything else Aubree try to help me use it. I am just so useless. I would play with Trey but since he is with Aubree I can’t. All the drawing stuff is somewhere I don’t know where Trey put it. So now I have nothing to do but just look at things and imagine my things.

“I will see you later be careful. I will send call some food to you.” He said outing his coat on.

“Okay bye.” I told him. He sighed unevenly and walked out the door. Now what to do. How about I just go work out in the gym Alex has in the back of the house.

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Hearing loud banging woke me up immediately. Looking toward the clock it is 4 am. Who can be at the door this late at night? Is Alex home? I don’t know when I went to be bed he wasn’t here yet. I hope he is. If he is not what if the person at the door is a complete stranger that would kill me. Aubree isn’t here she called earlier on the house phone to tell me she is staying at her parents’ house. Now it is just me oh god.  I knew I shouldn’t have watched that scary movie. Silent hill I thought it was just a movie about a silent Hill that learned to talk but turns out it was a scary movie. I knew I shouldn’t have kept watching it. But I was too scared to get up and turn it off.

The banging just continued Oh god what if they murder me. Oh well let me open this door. Taking the longest time to walk downstairs. The knocking was now scraping oh god oh god. No not today please.

“Damnitt” I heard Alex voice grown. Sighing happily I opened the door and looked at Alex. He had a big smile and walked in. He swayed back and forth. Alex looked at me and just had a big smiled on his face. His eye where blood shot looking at me. He laughed and came and gave me a big hug. His breathe hitting my face making me turn. It smelt sour and strong for some reason. You can still smell the mint in his breathe though.

“I uh uh reallllllly missed you baby girl.” He slurred out hugging me tighter. Of course when my mate shows me a little affection I have to show some back. I hugged him and help walk to the couch.

“Are you okay Alex.” As soon I said his name he let aloud moan and looked at me. His smile reaching his eyebrows making me laugh.

“I…..would be better if I…….Kiss you.” He slurred. His hand came up and went to caress my cheek. He put a strand of my hair behind my ear. Looking up at his beautiful blue eyes I wanted nothing more than to kiss him but he has Jenny.  His lip coming flying down toward mine. I quickly turn my head so he can kiss my cheek.

“Alex you have Jenny. Maybe you should call her and tell her you miss her.” I told him. It broke my heart saying that. I just don’t want him to wake up regretting kissing me. That would hurt more than anything in the world. Getting rejected and him blaming everything because he missed Jenny.

“Jenny fuck her she is a bitch. I want you Kat. Please just let me have you one night.” He begs. Looking up to his eyes. I can see the tears coming in. I know he will regret this so follow my gut feeling.

“Alex no. You just miss Jenny.” I told him.

“No don’t you love me.” He growled.

“I Do Alex but you Love Jenny just call her please she misses you two.” I told him.

“No she doesn’t she is with her mate now why can’t I be with mine. I love you” He growled. He grasped my hand and pulled me in closer. I stared deep into his eyes, suddenly seeing the future I really wanted. Not the one I wanted Alex to have. But the one for me to have with Alex and Trey. Us being together and him not with Jenny. He leaned closer and whispered "I love you" then he kissed me with much enthusiasm and meaning with every second that passed. We kissed until I had to pull away for a breath. He chuckled a bit and, cradled me into his chest. He stood up and walked toward the stairs.

“Alex No please.” I told him as he tried to take off my clothes. I don’t want this because I know he will regret this more than anything. He started to yank at my clothes and try to tear it. Panic rushed in me. I couldn’t help but shake.

“Katherine Please. Don’t you love me?” He said kissing my cheek.

“I do Alex but Please.” I told him.

“You don’t love me do you? You love James. I bet you would make love to him.” Alex sneered smashing his lips back to mine angrily. He grabbed my shorts and ripped them off making me gasp. Alex won’t do this will he? Please make him stop. He will stop I know he will.

“You are mine do you understand that.” He said taking his pants off. In one swift moment he thrusted into me making me gasp. How could he? My own mate. Why would Alex do that?

I couldn’t help but notice the black dots filling my vision like always. When Billy did this it would happen so fast. I can still see and feel my mate thrusting in me. How could he? He is exactly like his cousin. Oh Alex why? His grunts feel my ears as I fell unconsious.