Chapter 5- Im scared

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LUKES POV

Its been 7 days she's still not awake, i cant take it anymore imiss her imiss her eyes, her voice and everything about her, i should've not leave her its all my fault if i didnt left her shes still awake giving me a cute smile. 

i get her hands and i start to cry i cant help myself how i wish she's awake now.

"Its all my fault" I whispered then suddenly her arms move

"Hey honey are you awake?" I asked her with hope in my eyes "Can you hear me? If you can hear me can you squeeze my hands" I was like an idiot waiting for the response of a sleeping person, It was about 1 minute and she didn't squeeze my hands im losing my hope "who am i kidding" i wishpered then suddenly she squeeze my hands softly. I was shocked at what happened then i can see that shes trying to move her eyes open 

"Come on Baby you can do it open your eyes" I said while tears of joy  flowing from my eyes.

PAULINES POV

Im now awake but i cant open my eyes. "am i dead?", im trying to open it but i cant what will i do now? It's so dark i wanna see lights, i wanna see HIM, i wanna see my sister, i wanna see my family, i wanna see that im still alive, Im scared i dont wanna die, i wanna fulfill my dreams, i wanna experience love and most of all im still young to die.

"come on eyes open" i said to my self then suddenly someone took my hand then i heard someone "im still alive i can feel it." hope filled me 

"its all my fault" I recognize the voice its Lukes' voice, he's blaming himself for what happened to me, it hurts me to hear those words from him i just wanna touch him and comfort him im trying to move my arm to reach him but it just move alittle.

"damn why cant i control my body." i said to myself then i heard  him talk again.

"Hey honey are you awake?" Luke said, im trying to open my eyes so i can see him but i cant "can you hear me? if you can hear me can you squeeze my hands" he said and im trying to move and squeeze his hands i wanna let him know that im awake im trying my very best to do this

"Come on hands squeeze his hands" i said to my mind hoping that my brain will follow

"Who am i kidding" i heard Luke said 

"come on hand squueez his hands" i said and finally my hands squeeze his hands softly.

Now im trying to open my eyes wish i can command my brain again

"come on baby you can do it open your eyes" Luke said 

Then my eyes slowly opened I can see him but its soo blurry and my eyes are hurting because of the lights 

"C-can  you close the lights" i said and i can feel that my mouth and troat are drying 

Luke close the bright light and opened the dim lights, then he run again towards me i can feel happiness in him.

"Are you ok? Does anything hurt? Do you want something?" He said fastly

"I-im thirsty" I said then he gave me a glass of water i drunk it all "Can I have more" i said then he smiled at me 

"of course anything for you." Luke said he gave me another glass of water.

"You know i heard you blame yourself because of what happened to me." I said while looking into his eyes i can feel that he wanted to cry so i lift my hands and stroke his cheecks " Dont blame yourself ok? Its not your fault no one wants this to happen you cant control everything so please dont blame yourself ok" I said giving him a warm smile

"But-" i cut him off

"No buts, yes i admit i was scared i mean im scared that i will not see my sister, my famly, my future, my dreams, that i will not experience love and most of all im scared that i will never see YOU again." I said not knowing how brave i am to say that to him, i mean its just like a few days when i met him but i dont know I feel something for him that i haven't experienced before is this what you call LOVE.

I just stare into his beautiful eyes i didnt even realize that he was leaning forward and now our lips are almost touching, then he slowly put his lips to mine i can now feel his soft moist lips into mine i dont know but i also wanna kiss him badly so i kiss him back  i dont know how long we've been kissing but it was the best kiss i've ever had i mean its my second kiss the first one was him but this kiss is more passionate and full of love, i broke the kiss because i need air, i didn't look at him im so shy i dont want him to look at me cause i think im blushing so i took my pillow and i burry my face in the soft pillow then i heard him chuckling.

"You're so cute MY LOVE" he said 

"uhhhmmm Luke?" I said not looking at him

"Yes?" He said as he grab my chin with his 2 fingers so i can look at his face of course it made me blush even more then a heard him chuckle 

"H-how many days I've been out?" I ask while looking in his eyes

"7 days" he said

"Then how come my wounds and bruisess are gone?" I asked 

"They injected some of my blood in you, vampires can heal their selves with their blood so I decided to inject some of my blood to you" He said calmly and then he smiled

"Thank you" I said looking into his eyes and i quickly kiss his cheeck and i burry my face again to the pillow.

 "I LOVE YOU" he said, i mean i dont know what to say i mean this is the first time a guy told me he loves me, i look into his eyes.

"Im not waiting for your reply now I just want you to know my true feelings and i hope that someday you will say those words to me too." He said giving the cutest smile i've ever seen.

AUTHORS' note

Hello readers sorry for the wrong grammar i hope you still like it. thank you for reading please stay tuned and vote if you like my story thanks :)

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