Koga And The Kitsune

chapter 8

I slept underneath a big oak tree that night, it took myself awhile to relax myself. When I finally did fall asleep I didn't wake until noon, I heard a few wolves howling from the mountains, some sounded a little closer to me though.

I stood up and yawned rubbing my eyes and listened to the howls. I didn't panic because I almost wondered if Koga was looking for me, my heart skipped a beat.. Maybe he did really care even though I wasn't a wolf demon like him.

Just then I heard my name being called out, I looked in the direction where I heard the voices and started to walk towards them. Koga was standing with Ginta and as Hakkura tried to catch up. He saw me and ran over.

"Kit!" He smile and bring  me into a hug, tightly holding me " I was so worried.. Why did you leave?" He asked.

I blushed a little and looked down ashamed of my actions.. I had hurt his feelings and made him worry about me.. " I didn't think you really care about me.. Your always talking about that Kagome girl and I just.. I didn't think you really care that I was just a thing carrying your child.. " I started to tear up as tears dripped from my eyes.

" I'm a fox demon and your a wolf demon.. Were not men to be together.. I always tried to fit in as much I could.. I tried to fit into your heart.. Then I realized I wasn't carrying your baby ad I'd never fit in your heart so.. I left.."

Koga sighed softly and hugged me then held me. " Kit.. It's true your not a wolf and all but your still one of us.. You grew up with us and hunt with us. Your family and my mate.. No matter what.. I love you " he held me tighter. "Let's go home okay.." He picked me up hokdng me bridal style and carried me back to the den.

He set me down on the soft bedding and looked at me a little worriedly. He sat down next to me and held me not saying anything. He was probably disappointed that I wasn't carrying a baby for him. I sighed softly.

What was wrong with me? I'm making this so hard on myself .. I'm cutting myself down and crying shouldn't I be happy? I mean he cares and loves me.. Why am I so upset?

Koga kissed my cheek and layed me down " Get some sleep for me please.. I need to do a few things" he said getting up. I nodded and pulled up a felt pelt blanket of past wolves. I started to drift off to sleep.

Koga's POV

I left the den to think to myself for a little bit I didn't realize she was so upset .. I sighed I guess its true I never got to know her before rushing her to have my kin.. I'm such a jerk.. No,wonder she left or, tried to anyway..

I sat on a rock shaking my head and feeling so stupid it made me angry. I need to treat her more like I did with Kagome.. She deserves it.

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