Kiss and tell~Stydia Au

Broken

Before this chapter starts i just wanted to say that i am very thankful for all of my readers and i am happy you like the story. the last chapter was very hard to write but that chapter will have affects that will play out through the entire story and with that said i hope u guys enjoy this chapter.

Stiles pov

as i saw her leaving i just wanted to stop her but couldn't i did not mean any of the things i said and it hurt me to say them but i needed her to hate me she just had to. 

as i shut the door my dad came down the stairs ''stiles who was that''

''no one dad absolutely no one'' i say as i run my fingers through my hair and walk towards my room

''stiles wait'' my dad says as i turn around to face him

''is there something you want to tell me, i can tell something is wrong. you had the same look on your face when we found out about mom'' he says 

what was i supposed to tell him that my girlfriend was pregnant and i just broke a girl i really cared about's heart because i could never be with her, ya right. ''no dad i am fine i promise, but i am gonna head out with the guys tonight i will be back around midnight'' i say as i head to my room to get ready

when i got in my room i sat on my bed just thinking about everything then i grabbed my pillow and threw it at the wall. then i got up and walked towards my lacrosse trophies looking at all of the things that were supposed to make me happy make me feel proud, but they just didn't anymore. i don't think they ever did it was just a bunch of meaningless trophies that i had won, not for myself but to pretend to be something i am not to fit in. when my mom died i realized everything that i thought was important just wasn't anymore , but i kept doing it. always trying to convince myself i was worthy of something.

''i miss you mom'' i say as i try to contain my emotions 

''i miss your smile, your laugh, just everything about you. i am sorry for this person i have become it's not me it never was''

''then be who you want to be stiles'' my dad said from my doorway ''i miss her too stiles'' my dad says as he walks towards me to give me a hug 

'i know you do dad ,i'm so sorry for everything''

''i am not the one you should be apologizing too son, i think there is one red hair girl who should get an apology''

''it's actually strawberry blonde dad'' i say as i smile

''but some things just aren't that simple dad''

''because of malia? stiles i know about her being pregnant''

''what dad how do know!?'' i question as i stand up

''i do pay the phone bills you know stiles'' he says ''wait why are you not freaking out i got a girl pregnant dad!''

''stiles no you didn't'' 

''dad what are you even talking about , yes i did i saw the test''

''malia went to scott's mom for help she checked and it was a false alarm she is not pregnant stiles''

''so how do you know dad, did melissa tell you and when did this happen?'' i say

''i wanted you to tell me first before i said anything but yes she told me about uh a week or so ago, but stiles do you understand how much that could have ruined your life!'' he scolded

'wait a week ago! malia has known she was not pregnant for a week, she has been lying to me this whole time! i have to go dad'' i walk out of my door and run to my jeep as i start driving to malia's house.

Lydia pov

i cried the whole way home just thinking about what just happened as soon as i walked in the door i heard crying i walked into the kitchen and i saw my mom crying while making dinner 

''mom whats wrong'' i say

''lydia it's your father'' she barely got the words out as she started to cry 

''mom!what happened''

''your fathers plane crashed lydia''she says as she is crying ''mom no this can't be real, you just texted me 3 hours ago telling me he was on his way home'' i say as i start tearing up 

''i am so sorry lydia, we have to drive to portland for his funeral, we might have to stay there for a while''. ''it's okay mom i think it will be good for us to go back home for a bit''

i then give her a hug and we just sit on the couch and fall asleep there.