Kiss and tell~Stydia Au

Losing life

stiles pov

i hear footsteps as i bang on the door

''malia!'' i scream oustside of the door

she opens the door ''what the hell stiles,chill out ''

i look in her eyes and all i see is her guilty face hiding behind that pissed of bitchy face she always has

''you lied to me'' i say loudly

her face drops and although she did not say anything i already knew she understood what i meant

''how could you put me through this malia when you knew you were not pregnant!''

her eyes filled with tears ''stiles i never meant to hurt you''

''when were you planning on telling me. were you going to lie and say you had a lost it or something, i can't believe for a second i thought i loved you and could picture a life with you. you disgust me''

''i disgust you! stiles you had sex with my friend''.

''what you knew?''

''of course i did stiles you looked at her in a way you never looked at me, you cared about her so much and thats what scared me, and kira told me''

'' i thought i loved you malia and even though we both lied at least i figured something out, i now know we are not meant to be together its unhealthy. we are done'' i say as i walk away

''screw you, you dick!''

''would not be the first time i heard it'' i say quietly to myself as i walk to my jeep.

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The Next Morning

lydia pov

''lydia sweetie wake up'' i hear my grams say to me

i open my eyes and see her and my mom standing over my bed

''morning'' i say as i get up and give them each a hug

''grams when did you get back'' i ask

''well as soon as i heard i hopped on a train and got her as soon as i could''

i look around and see my room packed up in boxes

''oh i did not realize we were leaving with everything mom'' i say

''i think its best. i called the realtor she has a buyer available and we have to have this placed cleared out by this afternoon''.

after a little bit they went to go make breakfast and i got dressed i threw on a pair of high waisted jean shorts with a blue striped t shirt and threw my hair in a messy bun.

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i was bringing down the last box from my room and the bottom of the box opened and everything fell out. i see a picture of me and allison and scott fall out. i pick it up and sit on my bed staring at it. I started to cry remembering all the days we spent together, and then i remember the look on allisons face as she layed on the hospital bed dying because of the accident. i wipe my tears and rip the picture in half ''if only she would have not gotten in that stupid car with him she would still be here'' i say out loud to myself. she was too young, she was one of the most amazing selfless people i know and i miss her everyday. i blame scott but when i really think about it there was nothing he could have done to save her. and know he pretends i don't exist but he knows who i am. when he tried to teach me how to dance he just looked at me and i knew he meant sorry for everything but he just never said it.

''lydia time to leave!'' my mom shouts from downstairs

''alright mom coming'' i shout

i look back at my room and remember the past four years of high school me and allison gossiping about boys even though i could never talk to them,crying about losing my best friends, studying, my first kiss with stiles, my first time, reading books,dreaming about love, laughing with kira about my outfits, even fighting with malia or my parents. These things i would be leaving behind were my past and i am ready for the future. i close my door and walk to the car.