Mystery person.

creep.

everytime I have sex with Rose it seems like a great idea at the time. then once I return from it I feel like a horrible person. except this time was different honestly. I didn't feel bad about the heartbreak sex. I just felt nothing honestly. and I was okay with that. I have no feelings for Alex nor rose. I just felt alone I guess. I was a loner for now. but I'll get over it.

tonight I'm going out. I'm going to find myself a lady friend. I really shouldn't move on so fast but I do and I can't help it. I have a fake ID to get me into any bar so this should be interesting.

I got on my best looking attire to catch some ladies. aka I'm wearing a bow tie and a flannel. and I set sail to the nearest bar. it was kinda sketchy at first with all the older people in there but I got used to it quickly when I saw her. she was so beautiful. it was like I died and when to heaven. even though I'm not religious but you get the point. I casually walked over to the bar and asked scotch on the rocks. he didn't even ask for ID which is a miracle in itself honestly. I looked over at her and she looked up. I winked at her. she started to walk over here. oh god.
"hi I'm Kade" she said smiling. the name really suited her.  she had short red hair.
"Spencer." I said grinning at her.
the bartender finally came back with my drink. I nodded and downed the scotch. it was really good actually.

me and Kade really hit it off actually.
"okay okay. do you have any weaknesses?" she said laughing as she took a sip of her apple cider beer.
"only those pretty blue eyes of yours." I said winking at her.
"oh my god Spencer chill." she said almost choking on her drink.
for a minute or so we just gazed at eachother. it could've been a second but It felt like an eternity honestly.
I leaned in an kissed her soft lips. she kissed back passionately. it was interrupted by her smiling. I lifted from the kiss.
"well that was adorable." I said sorta smiling.
"you're adorable." she said smiling.