HOME (Unfinished)

TAKE IT EASY

Can you watch your little brother tonight?" dad asked me. I was home, and I expected Ashton to come any minute. We had been out to get my new car, and he told me he'd go for a little ride in the old car that I wanted to return.

"Yeah, of course. Why?" I asked back.

"I'm going out, we won't be back until late, I guess," he explained, and I felt happy for him. He had finally started to get over mum, and found someone new.

"Is it okay if Ashton and Harry spend the night?" I soon asked, and he said it was fine. He was a bit suspicious, but figured it was okay.

Ashton came back into the house only seconds later, and then dad went up to have a shower.

"Hey, how was it?" I smiled at Ashton and greeted him with a kiss.

"It was so awesome. I love that car so much," he answered, smiling widely. I struggled a lot with not telling him any of dad's plans. I wanted dad to tell him as a little present.

He gave me another kiss, this one lasting a lost longer.

"Do you want to spend the night?" I whispered into his ear when he pulled me in for a hug. 

"Dad's going out," I added. Then I remembered our brothers.

"But James and Harry will be here though," I finished, breaking my own expectations.

"They can stay at ours," he saved us.

"Good" I whispered again, this time my lips touched his jaw carefully. He then pulled away from me.

"You don't know what you're doing to me," he laughed and looked down his own body as he sat down on one of the bar stools.

"No, I really don't" I added, trying to make him understand what I wanted to say. I ran my eyes down his body like he did on himself.

He looked back up at me.

"I just meant that..... Wait.... Are you...." he begun, not exactly knowing how to say it.

"I'm pure" I helped him while I nodded shyly. It wasn't something I was proud of.

"Really?" he asked. He looked excited about it.

"Yeah," I admitted, feeling embarrassed after. He saw that, because he reached for my hand to walk me over to where he was sitting. Then he kissed me softly on the cheek. I liked it. He made me feel safer, and that there was no rush about it at all. I knew he wanted me.

"Don't worry babe. We'll get through this together" he said to calm me down. "I don't care if it's today, next week of even next year. As long as you're mine, and I'm yours I can wait for a thousand years," he added before kissing me again.

Ashton's Point Of View

She told me she loved me. One simple sentence with four words.

"I love you Ashton" was all she said, and it sent so many feelings through my body.

"I love you more" I answered her, and we drifted into a very deep and passionate kiss. It went on until we started feeling breathless, and then she sat down in front on me.

"But you've had a boyfriend before, right? Like you said?" I asked, curious of those lips never had been touched before.

"Yeah, I did," she said and looked down on the floor. Shit did I say something wrong?

"Summer, what's the matter?"

 I asked her while putting a hand on her shoulder. She looked back up, and told me about the first boyfriend she had, that made her do things she didn't want to, or felt ready to, and he did things to her too, but he never went too far. She looked so sad as she told me, but in the end she assured me he was gone for good.

"When I wasn't the richest girl at school anymore, he was totally over me," she finished.

"I'm so sorry, Summer. I didn't know" I begun. She looked really sad, so I held her in my arms until she looked at me.

"I promise here and now I will never do anything you don't want, babe. both you and I will make sure that doesn't happen, okay?"

She gently nodded her head, and I felt releaved.

"The worst part of it all was that even though I hated the boy, I couldn't resist him when he did things on me" she said. 

"I feel so guilty for not telling him no," she explained. still seeming to be shy about it all.

"I know what you mean, baby. I just need to know that you'll let me know once you don't feel well. I'll take it easy on you," I assured her, and this time she smiled.