~Ghost's POV~
"SO DID I FOR TRUSTING YOU! GO TO HELL GHOST!"
Go to Hell
Go to Hell
Go to Hell
Ricky's words are running through my mind on a loop. I ran through the halls crying and people made way for me. I struggled to contain my sobs on the elavator and couldn't get in my room cause my hands were shaking so badly. I just sat outside and wept bitterly.
"Move so I can get in." Ricky says so I got up and moved. He walks in and comes back out with a small black bag and walked away again. He's moved into Chris's room and that's final.
No getting him back Devin. You just lost the most amazing guy. You done fucked up. You don't even like that girl or even know her. She randomly kissed you but you didn't push her away fast enough. Is it even worth it to try and tell Ricky you didn't kiss back?
Ricky left the door open so I walked in and shut the door.
I'm not ever coming out of this room. I sat on the bed and hugged my knees to my chest.
~Ricky's POV~
I went to Ghost's room for my make up bag and found him sitting against the door bawling his eyes out. He doesn't look like a person who just cheated should look like. You cheat cause you're, for some reason, tired of your relationship and want something new. Ghost should be off with his girl I caught him kissing; instead he's here crying. Why? I went in and grabbed my bag and stopped for a second to look at myself in the mirror. I hate myself so much. No one would want to get with an ugly faggot like me. I just lost the only guy who would. He made me feel okay about myself and now I don't even have him. What am I gonna do with myself now? I walked out of the room and back to Chris's. What if I judged him wrongly?
"Ricky you alright?" Chris looks at me and I nodded.
"What do cheaters do after being discovered?"
"Go off with the new person most likely."
What if I judged him wrongly? What if that was a mistake and I'm just as guilty? God I'm such an asshole. I know what I have to do. I dropped the bag and rushed back to the room.
"Ricky wait! Where you going?" Chris yells out the door but I didn't respond. I pounded on Ghost's door and when he didn't open the door I flung it open and marched in. He was sitting all huddled up on the bed, staring at nothing in particular.
"Devin?" I sat on the bed with him. "Devin I'm so sorry. I was being an asshole and blinded by my anger. When I saw you outside crying I realized I judged you wrongly. W-Will you take me back?"
"Of course I'll take you back baby but lets just be friends. We can work our way back up to being boyfriends again." I nodded and was relieved he was giving me a second chance. I know he's probably thinking the same thing.
