After I apologized for my actions towards Aaron, although he deserved some of it for hurting my Valerie, Val and I went back to my hotel room. I had to show her my work.
The ride there was quiet, like I liked it. I liked to drive with no distractions. Just silence.
We made it to the hotel room, and I took out the paper from inside my drawer. I gave it to her and she read it, her eyes showing she was in deep thought.
"And this is gonna be about me?" She asked flattered.
"I might as well. You're on my mind." I said smiling.
She put the paper back in the drawer and started cheesing.
"Babe this is so cute. Thanks." She gave me a kiss on the cheek and I couldn't help but blush a bit.
We chilled for a bit, but eventually Val had to go back to her apartment. I offered to take her but she refused.
"You need to finish up the song. I'll be good. No worries." Although I was suspicious, I remembered the look on her face when she told me she would never cheat on me. She was telling the truth.
I nodded and walked her to the door. I smiled and kissed her passionately, with her softly biting on my bottom lip. She pulled away laughing and she left. I closed the door and went back to the song.
Cause I love you...And I need you...I only want you...And nobody gonna know if it's true...
That's the chorus. Short and simple. I wanted the beat to be the same. Simple. Something catchy but also not too time consuming to make. Knowing Jeremy he could make it happen.
My phone vibrated from the dresser. I saw it was three in the afternoon. Time passes by fast.
I unlocked my phone and saw it was a text from Valerie.
Val: Just got home. Going to sleep tho.
xoxo.It took her about two hours to get home? It should only take her thirty minutes, an hour tops. But I smiled and replied.
Me: alright bby girl sweet dreams. xo
Immediately afterwards another message from an unknown number popped up in the notification bar.
Unknown number: i've been thinking about u lately
Who the fuck was this?
Me: who this?
Unknown number: wow you deleted my number too? thought we could stay friends.Of course.
Lucianna.
Some chick I fucked with way back when and to make a long story short, she didn't think I could make it in this business. But knowing her ways she's all about the money. And only cares about people when she gets some of their money bags.
I should've been expecting this when the announcement was made at the OVO fest that I have a album coming out.I should've been expecting this when Wicked Games was topping the charts.
Me: lucianna what do u want?
Unknown number: u bby. i miss you so much.
Me: you miss the money i used to give you. not me.
Unknown number: come visit me. i still live at the same place.
Me: i have a girlfriend.
Unknown number: i just want to talk like old friends again. too much to ask for?I left it as it was and put my phone in my front pocket. The fact that I was actually thinking of going to visit her frustrated me. The first thing that should've popped in my mind was No. She's lying. But what actually popped in my mind was It won't hurt you.
It could hurt Val tho.
Yet my mind was telling me to go. I mean...I'm not gonna have sex with her. Talking is all that's gonna happen. I'll make sure of that.
I grabbed my phone and keys and was out the hotel in a matter of minutes.
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I arrived at her place. She still lived in the old fashioned style home since she was a kid. The only thing she had left to remember her parents. The girl was a lost case. Always lonely, even when she's around people. She doesn't care for anyone. I learned that the hard way.
I knocked on the door. It only took seconds for it to swing open.
"You came!" Lucianna exclaimed. I didn't stiffle a smile and just made my way past her. The place smelled of weed, cologne, and Chinese food.
"I bought Chinese just in case you were hungry. They're on the coffee table in the living room."
Yeah. The living room. The place we first had sex.
I sat on the couch and picked up the platter, the aroma fulfilling my appetite. I opened up the platter and picked up a fork, starting to eat.
Lucianna sat next to me and started to eat as well.
"I missed you."
"You told me that already."
I don't know what she was expecting to say. Say I miss you too? I didn't honestly.
What was I gonna miss? The fact that she always took my money? The fact that she told me that music wasn't a career choice? Just a hobby that should stay exactly that. A hobby. The fact that she's the one that didn't help me stop my bad habits. She ignited it.
"Remember when we just chilled and smoked our worries away?"
"Yeah. But that was then...Lucianna what do you want?"
She twirled her fork and just smirked.
"Abel I miss you. Your touch. The way you cared for me."
"Lucianna you miss that I always gave you money to help buy your little drugs and liquor. You miss that no matter how many dudes you fucked behind my back, I was still there for you."
"You love me Abel."
I shook my head and finished up my food.
"No. I had love for you. I realized that I couldn't love someone like you."
"You're exactly the same! Don't act like you're all perfect!"
That's when she abruptly sat on my lap, and started to grind on me. Her long fingernails grazed my neck and she started to kiss it and softly bite near my collarbone.
I let out a soft moan, but quickly regretted it. She stopped and smiled at me with those empty eyes. The color couldn't take away the emptyness and darkness in it.
I pushed her off me and fixed myself up.
"This isn't gonna happen. We have nothing. Get that in your brain. I'm out."
Besides her pleading, I managed to get out the house and get her off my body. I hopped into my car and drove to the next interstate.
When I got to the red light, I looked into the side mirror and saw a light bruise near the same place Lucianna bit me at. I had to find a way to cover it up.
I had a feeling encounters like this was gonna become more frequent.
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