A Pain Never Forgotten (NCIS) - Part Two

Chapter Five

Kelly returned back to her position within the Royal British Navy police, it was nothing like NCIS, She wasn't classed as a federal agent or anything different to a normal police officer, her team had grown distant from her as they discovered the events that had unfolded and her purpose of her America trip, they were upset that they had been lied to and it took a while for the team to readjust. After a while she had to come clean with the whole truth for her and her team’s safety. She was now unable to go out on missions great! A trained killer sat behind a desk doing paperwork.

Kelly had called her family regularly and told them what she was up to, although still not the whole truth she still wasn't ready. Kelly hadn't been back to see them like she promised she couldn't they would have known and she can't fly now anyway.

The time had flown by since Kelly had left America. She had now been told to go on leave. She looked at herself in the mirror her bump was huge and was painful she looked around the apartment, she couldn’t believe that she was doing this alone, it was never what she wanted or how she imagined it. She hated being on maternity leave she found it boring she had to distract herself so she spent her time buying the perfect pram and cot. She spent hours in shops finding the cutest clothes and lots of cuddly toys. She couldn’t help it, she knew that this baby would be spoilt rotten, she had the money too. Even though her bump was now huge and it was becoming difficult to do normal everyday things she had to keep her mind busy so she re-decorated the study in her apartment to a cute little nursery, she had done everything painted all the walls and chosen and built the furniture herself with much difficulty.

 She had met up with a few friends that she had while living back in England and a few work colleges but they couldn't be with her all the time. She kept herself busy so she didn't have time to feel the loneliness that she was now consumed by or have time to panic about how scared she was about doing this. She had never been scared of anything, guns, murderers, terrorists that's the reason she wasn’t scared about becoming an agent but having a child was something else, especially since she didn't have anyone to rely on. Kelly missed McGee more then anything, she felt awful to lying to him, every time he spoke he asked her when she was coming back to America, all she would ever reply was soon, although she truly had no idea when she would go back or if she ever would. She knew that she couldn’t hide a child forever.