That night, Seokjin couldn't sleep again.
Beside him, Yoongi was finally sleeping peacefully after days of restless nights.
One hand tucked beneath his cheek.
Breathing soft.
Quiet.
Seokjin stared at him in the dark with heavy eyes.
Then guilt returned again.
Like always.
He carefully reached out and brushed Yoongi's hair away from his forehead.
"...I'm sorry," he whispered.
The words came out before he could stop them.
"I'm so sorry, baby..."
Yoongi stirred slightly but didn't wake up.
Seokjin's chest tightened painfully.
"You were carrying everything alone and I didn't even notice properly..."
His voice cracked.
"I should've protected you better."
A tear slipped down quietly.
Then suddenly—
"Hyung..."
Seokjin froze instantly.
Yoongi's eyes were half-opened from sleep.
"...why are you apologizing again?"
Seokjin quickly wiped his face.
"I didn't mean to wake you."
Instead of answering, Yoongi slowly moved closer until their foreheads touched.
"You keep apologizing like you committed a crime."
Seokjin looked down immediately.
"It feels like one."
Yoongi's tired expression softened sadly.
"Then what about me?" he whispered. "Should I apologize forever too?"
That immediately made Seokjin shake his head hard.
"No."
"Then stop doing that to yourself too."
Silence filled the room.
Yoongi gently held Seokjin's hand.
"We both loved the baby," he whispered softly. "That's all."
Seokjin nearly cried again hearing that.
God.
How was Yoongi still comforting him?
He pulled Yoongi into his chest carefully.
And this time—
He didn't apologize again.
He just held him.
—
The next morning, Seokjin woke up determined.
Very determined.
Jungkook blinked sleepily while eating banana slices at the dining table as Seokjin crouched dramatically in front of him.
"We have a mission."
Jungkook gasped immediately.
"A secret mission?!"
"Yes."
Jungkook leaned closer excitedly.
"What mission?"
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FanfictionSeokjin's grandfather asks him to give him a grandchild but the thing is Seokjin has no interest in love. He is one of the person who loves work and work. How will his life turn when he is left with no other choice to marry a man who he even loves a...
