I wish I had another chance to change it
I hope some day you will believe me
Each time I throw a bossy fit
You sit there and be positive to me
I never noticed that you really meant those things
I thought they were all lies
I was shamed, hated, and left with those sins
And you came back by surprise
I loved loving you, hated "hating you"
And each time we fought made another scar
I miss those moments with your beauty, too
And the time you believe I love you is still far
I can't talk to anyone without mentioning you
Or thinking of the way you affected me
I love the way you still care, and that it's true
I want to let you view the world I see
I'm unstable, a ticking time bomb, ready to explode
It's hard to believe, but I do care for you
I may not prove it, but my feeling is a load
Of worries, hope, and mushiness for you
I cried when I heard of a storm back home when I wasn't there
It left me at 1 AM sobbing on my cat
Keep your chin up. Yeah, life isn't fair,
But at least your not like me, ugly and fat
I easily lose friends and make new enemies
But after you know me in a new way, I'm kind
I could just eat you up like groceries
But another bad piece of me you shall find
You're Aphrodite, up high, I'm a Greek lady down below
You're the most important girl in my life
Stay, you give me a lovely show
If you leave, I will find my knife
I'm your little fan girl, wanting senpai
To love a little weaboo in a good way
You'll say no, but I wont give up
I won't stop loving you every day
*Please excuse my bad poetic skills..
