Before I wanted you. Then because I have my fears, I next couldn't accept you.
Well, I have behaved now, blue bird. I am well behaved, and I shall accept you. Will you do the same?
If I didn't accept you back then, I do now. 110% but really, nothing compares to the amount of anxiousness i feel. I want you. I want you bad, baby. I'm trapped in my room for you, drawing and drawing because your on my mind all day. I don't eat, I don't notice anything. Because I have the thought running through my head that you won't accept me because of my shaded and jaded past.
I will vow to keep myself in control, and I will work with your ways. I wont upset you on purpose, or do anything that qualifies as cheating for you. I will forget "loving" the Oyster, and the Swine, and try to make up with the wolf.
The reason I was all over the Oyster and the Swine was because I didn't want to seem needy for you, and just begging for you. They were just a phase. You said I was a big crush, and honestly, your a goddess to me.
If I accept the two of us being together, and keep it like that, will you accept my honesty?
What's next for me if you say no? Move on? I can't do that. I tried many times, it fails. Maybe what would be next is a life of crime for you.
