All I wanted was you, someone kind, someone funny, someone I wanted to call my lover. Feelings built up, someone was getting seemingly jealous, and I took a far leap. I asked if you could be with me for as long as we can hold together, and you said no. My world tore apart, and I almost gave up. I was upset, crying, and nearly hurt myself. Listening to your reasons and apologies made it worse. I still hold a grudge, but I still love you. I don't care if it will be too complicated, it won't end well, or you're bad at relationships, you're the love of my life. Maybe you like someone else and I'm just a little weaboo fan girl wanting her senpai. I am still your friend, I love you, but if I can't have you, no one will. I would swim to the bottom of the ocean, climb the tallest mountain, strangle 1000 boa constrictors just to earn your love. I might move on, but I woul probably move back to the girl I had before you. I will behave, I will be good, I will probably just be with you for the labels, but I still love you. I shipped our OCs, you didn't really approve, but it still meant something to me.
I bet she means more. I Bet the girl I had before you means more. I see you guys drawing fan art, and I get jealous. You guys are a perfect couple, and I'm just a bystander. I don't have a title, because someone else has that title, and I'm just a copier maybe I can be a mixture of you three, an amalgam of your love. But maybe not, I could be in my own group without you guys, and forget you existed. Especially since you let me down. I'm jealous, and I don't see why you guys are jealous when you have each other!
