The Only Guy For Me

Chapter 18

"I wont hurt you again, I promise" Sergejs said roughly, his voice hoarse from crying.
"I know" My voice sounded off, and i wonder if he could tell i was lying.
"I wont touch you i wont lay a finger on you, i wont touch, or even yell at you" He said nuzzling into my neck and taking deep breaths like my scent calmed him.
"Maybe a little touching" I said taking a moment to think. I realized something, Sergejs is the Alpha and Omega of my life, the beginning and end of my story.
"Only a little Sergejs said. Climbing on top of me and pinning my arms down to my sides and kissing my lips.
Laughing, I kissed i back. It was a soft, sweet, romantic kiss, but my laughing ruined it.
"I want to marry you" Sergejs said rolling off of me and propping himself up with his elbow.
"We're 17 sergejs, i want to see the world before i get married" I said and rolled on my side facing him.
"I can show you the world Molly, more than you'd ever know existed" He said resting his hand on my stomach.
"I need you kitten, and willing to do whatever it takes to keep you with me" He his voice back to its strong, masculine tone that i had grown fond of but there was a trail of sadness at the end before being pushed down again.
"My parents, they didnt have a very good marriage, i didnt really have the best role models" I said feeling the walls i'd built come tumbling down.
"I dont think we're anything like your parents" He said moving closer to me, just talking was great.
"Does my height intimidate you?" He said. I erupted into a burst of laughter and my stomach hurt from the effort.
"Where....where did that come from?" I asked rubbing my head on his chest, getting comfy.
"A little girl said i looked like the giant from Jack and the Beanstalk on my way over here" He grumbled, wrapping his arms around me. I giggled.
"It used to, but when we get married you can change lightbulbs without a ladder" I said closing my eyes and letting his chuckles fill the room.
"That, I can do. Go to sleep sweetheart i'll be here all night" He said shifting a few times before laying still and letting his feet hang off the edge of the bed, as it was to small for him.
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"Molls, hey" A familiar voice said as i felt cold hands wrap around mine. The hands were freezing and it stung slightly to touch them.
"Molly, its me, Evan" The voice said and my snapped open, and i yanked my hands away and whimpered slightly Sergejs grunted but he didnt wake up he just held me tighter.
"We cant talk here, i need you to follow me alirght?" He said. I squinted my eyes to try to see Evan but my couldnt a just to the darkness in time.
"Alright" I agreed (rather stupidly. Hey molly go follow your dead brother).
I slowly slipped out of Sergejs's grip and slowly stood up out of the bed.
"Get on my back and close your eyes" Evan said and i felt his cold hands on mine.
"Sergejs wont like it Ian, can he come?" I asked.
"No!" He hissed and pulled me onto his back.
"Evan why are you alive?" I asked, wrapping my arms around him before he jumped out the window. The wind was knocked out me before i could scream. Trees passed us. He was going into the woods.
I couldn't speak as the wind was whipping my hair and my lips were chapped now. I shivered against the cold wind and Evan's cold body wasn't helping. Why was he so cold? He used to be so warm and comforting and now he felt like ice and my thin silk pants and my Rolling Stone t-shirt weren't helping me much either.
Finally we made it to a clearing and I was swiftly set down.
"Evan, why are you still alive?" I whimpered, stepping slowly away from him.
"It not important Molly, you need to stay away from Sergejs" He warned. His skin had a pale tint to it and his blue button up shirt's collar was popped and his leather jacket looked expnsive.
"No" I said stepping into some mud as i backed away from him.
"I've been watching over you Molls, i saw at the art show back in Texas that painting of the fall leave and tree was beautiful"Evan said. A million questions raced through my mind and landed on the one that he refused to answer.
"Why should I stay away from Sergejs? How are you still alive?" I whispered letting a shuddery breath escape my lips.
"Sergejs is a monster Molly, leave him come with me" He begged pulling me to him.
"Evan, why?" I whispered pushing him away from me.
"Check the bandage. On his arm. Check it" He said sliding his fingers through his hair and pulling it.
"He's a monster Molly please come with me!" He fell to his knees on the ground, letting a few sobs escape.
"Evan you're scaring me" I said.
"I SCARE YOU?!? NOT THE GIANT?!?" He yelled and stood and started walking towards me laughing cruelly.
"Take me back Evan" I said tears threatening to spill.
"I'm sorry Molls, I just wanted to take you away from him" He said and pulled me into a hug.
"Take me home Evan" I cried missing Sergejs more than ever.
Why was Evan acting this crazy? It was like he been stuck in a box and only had himself to talk to for the last four years.
"Molly please, come with me and forget about Sergejs" Evan said pushing me away from him.
"You know she will, she still loves him tell her to go check the bandages" Evan said in lower voice before lifting his head back and saying "She will still love him" Evan said in his normal voice.
He just a conversation with himself in a lower voice all revolving around the bandages on Sergejs's arm. It was scary, frightening to see my brother acting like that. He was maybe a few pounds lighter but other than that he looked exactly the same from when he died.
"Maybe we should kidnap her, i bet the boys would enjoy having her around"The deeper voice said before Evan punched himself in the face. "No she's my baby sister!" Evan said. By now i was crying begging for Sergejs to wake up and come after me.
"He'll never wake up we put a spell on him" The deeper voice said.
"I'll take you home Molly" Evan said and in a second i was on his back on the way to my house.
What was so special about the bandages on Sergejs's arm. Why are they so important it was just a scratch that Sergejs inflicted upon himself cuz he was angry about hurting me. Its actually kinda romantic in a Romeo and Juliet kind of way.
In a few minutes we were in my room with Sergejs snoring and cuddling my pillow. I walked over to him and placed my hand on his cheek and rubbing my thumb over it, calming my nerves.
"The bandages" Evan whispered before i heard a whoosh of wind and a thud as my window slammed shut.
Gulping I sat down and rolled Sergejs's sleeve up, running my hand over the blood stained gauze gulping heavily. "Molly? What...why are you muddy?" Sergejs asked groggily reaching for my hand.
"I need to check" I said pushing his hand away and began unwrapping his arm. The blood was dry but i still got a red tint on my fingers as i unwrapped the bloody mesh.
A cut that was as bad Sergejs's would've taken weeks to heal. His, was completely unblemished and was replaced by dry blood.
"Sergejs...." I shuddered, pushing away from him and fell to the ground.
"Molly are you ok?" Sergejs asked as he reached for me. I backed away.
"Dont touch me" I said backing away from him crying,. "Evan told me to check...how did he know?" I sobbed letting Sergejs rub my back.
"Explain..." I whispered but i let crying take a toll on my stomach and barely made it to the bathroom before the contents emptied. "how..." I whispered letting sergejs rub my back and he kissed my cheek.
"I guess i should explain" Sergejs said.
"I love you so much dont leave me..." He whispered before kissing my neck and picking me up. He carried me to my bed and set me down on it. He went over to my white desk and grabbed my swivel and rolled it over and sat down in it. He grabbed my hands and looked like he was gonna tell me something that would change my life.
"Is it drugs?" I asked.
"Molly im a....."Sergejs whispered..

DUN DUN DUUUUNNN. CLIFF HANGER! I AM SOOO SRY I HAVENT UPDATED LATELY. I KNOW I KNOW SAD EXCUSE BUT I HAVE BEEN SUPER DUPER BUSY AND THATS A FACT 8TH GRADE IS HARDER THAN IT SOUNDS. IM GONNA TRY TO UPDATE MORE I PROMISE. LIKE I ALWAYS SAY...
~stay beautiful~
Moolirules