I'm disgusting.
Nasty.
I can't even look in the mirror
Without the strongest urge
To cry.
I want to curl up
In the smallest ball
The smallest possible
For a fat
Pig
Like me.
I want to disappear.
This isn't about everyone else
Now
It
Is
About
Me
And only me.
I want to cut it all off.
All of it.
