"Are you happy?" Is such a difficult question
I always say yes
Because i have friends
I laugh at jokes
I go out a lot and have fun
My life isnt as bad as it could be
And i dont have terrible problems
It could be worse
But then one night at 3 am
When im alone
Still awake
Lying in bed
Thinking about life
I find myself crying my heart out
Suddenly i convince myself that
Nobody likes me or
Nobody ever will like me
I feel horrible and
I question everything i ever had
And i dont know if i was ever happy at all
