Yeah! I will turn 18, 18 days later. (Today is 1st September). I don't wanna celebrate it. I accomplished so much but not as much as I wanted to. I translated all your songs, transliterated Serbo-Croatian ones and now I am practising handwriting Cyrillic. It is not going bright (already tried 3 songs) but I'm hoping to get better. Anyways, let's get back to our topic. Me not wanting to celebrate my birthday. It is partly because of my father. He won't be here at that date and this saddens me, again this is destiny, I have no power over that thing. My friends and I got separated because of the collage, most of them accomplished what they aimed for. I am not satisfied with my result though. And let's move on to the biggest of the issue. The album "Nekade Vo Nokjta" you made it when you were 18 and now I am running towards that age. The age when you made your very first album. Digging the life, and seeing the pain in the lyrics, getting back to that album was a remedy. Now I wonder, will I ever stop humiliating myself? Will I ever stop bullying myself? Will I ever be satisfied before I finally die?
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IN MEMORIAM-TOŠE PROESKI (25.01.1981-16.10.2007)
Short StoryThis is a memoriam story about Toše Proeski. I don't remember when I started writing this but if I can publish, it will be published on 16.10.2015 which is the anniversary of his death. When I started writing, I never intended to finish the story. T...
