Legacy

Exuses lies and cancer

"Andy" I said pulling him back after the recording session,
"Yeah?"
"It's Alex he's back! Can you take care of Andi today? I'm going with Sammi to the doctor"
"HES BACK? Yeahyeah 'course JJ"
"Don't call me that..." I mumble.
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"sammi I'm scared." I confessed in the waiting room.
"Don't be babe, you'll be ok I'll stand by you every step of the way k?"
It felt like years but I was led into a room.
They had me put on a demeaning hospital gown.
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I still love Jinxxy, it was a drunk mistake..
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They hooked him up to multiple machines...
It took forever but he finally came out crying in his normal clothes.
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"Babe are you ok?"
She looked so happy I didn't want to spoil that.
"Yeah let's go I don't like this place!"

" Hey Sammi give me a minute I need to call Andy"
"K"
I walked out to behind the building.
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I picked up my phone, Jinxx
" Just a moment Ayeaye k?"
I asked Adin.

"Yeah yeah Jinxx "
"Andy its true"
"He's back..."
"And that's not all"
"A-andy" he broke down crying
"Andy I'm dying..."
"WHAT?!?!"
"Cancer"
"How do we tell Ayeaye?"
"Ay eye?"
"Yeah yeah so?"
"Tonight tonight or never...
Gather the whole band Andy"
"K"
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We went out to dinner
The band and me and Sammi two.
"Guys...?"
"Yehyeh?"
They chorused,
"Guys-Guys i.."
Jinxxy broke down.
Andy looked up with a solem face,
" He's back, this time he brought cancer with him..."
I didn't know what Andy meant, but it registered,
Cancer...
One word destroyed so many lifes,
"Cancer" I breathed...
"Cancer" I whispered
"Cancer" I said"
"Cancer" I screamed
"CANCER WHY DO YOU HAVE THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE!"
I got up to run, Jinxx grabbed me.
"Adin, sweetheart, we're going home" he grabbed my hand like 3 year old. we didn't go home,i sat on his lap in the car, crying with him.
We cried out selves to sleep.

The next morning I woke up in my bed with a piecing pain like cuts in my stomach.
Confused I pulled up my shirt and saw 'Jinxxy loves you' in a badly carved heart. I screamed and ran to his room,
He wasn't there, I noticed his open window and a note.
'Adinia , I never meant to hurt you it was Alex,
He's my other personality.
I love you Ayeaye.
Don't miss me.
I dreamt once that I died and you played as me, you could pass for it baby.
Don't worry about Sammi she left with me.
Love you for a hundred million stars from the sky,
Adinia...

I understood I'm Jinxx now.

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IMG DONT KILL ME!!!
Also I'm changing her name from Andiana Andi for short to Adinia
I'm just editing for a while bue..