Legacy

Back to the real world

I've been Jinxx for a while now..
Months
"Jinxx you ok?
"Yeah you've seemed down since the... accident.."
" Well what do you expect Ji-Andinia FUCKING DIED!"
I played a show today, no one noticed I wasn't jinxx, I stormed outside.
I heard someone come up behind,
"Jinxx"
I heard Jake say.
"Yeah?"
"No Adin he's alive"
How did Jake know I was Adinia.
"Look"
He showed me his phone, a text
'Jake, tell Adinia not to worry
K Jaja"
"Only he knows that nickname Adin..."
******
I burst into the bus,
"Guys! Jinxx is alive!"
"Uh Jinxxy are you ok?" Andy asked with concern in his voice,
"Don't call me that I'm Adinia!"
"Maybe your should get some sleep,
Andy and Ashley exchanged worried glances, CC just walked out the bus crying.
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Ji-Adinia burst into the bus and CC came out crying,
"CC what's the matter?"
He looked up at me,
"Life, Adinia, the secret love of my life dead, Jinxx insane, Ashley starting to become an alcoholic, your always dissapearing, only andy is the same!
I wish I was dead!"
*****
After my rant to Jake i ran to the cliffs at the beach, exempt on the cliff I saw jinxx,
Frail weak,
Dying from cancer.
I hear everyone chasing me.
"Jinxx your alive!"
I hear Jinxx? Yell.
he turns around,
"Adinia"
She gets closer.
It makes no sense.
He, she I mean stands next to me.
I love you CC, I shove her.
'I see Adinia standing infront of me,
Beautiful on our wedding day, except for blood flowing from her chest,
"Why CC why"'
I jump after her.
"CC ADINIA"
********^
Beep•beep•beep•
I can't wake up,
Wait, light.
I open my eyes to CC,
His body mangled from the jump,
I saw him try to play.
He couldn't keep a beat he couldn't keep time.
It was my fault.
I was cancerous.
A killer.
I heard a beeping, invading my consiousness.
CC started to fade,
The light was bright and white.
"Finally, till death do us apart Black veil Brides."
"Maya your awake!"
"MOM DAD KELSEY MAYA IS AWAKE!"
"Who the fuck are you! Who's maya I'm Adinia!"
He looked at me in horror than to the three people who walked in.
"Maya..."
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I regretted that day so much.
The day Mom and Dad took maya and I to the beach.
"Come oooon Oli your so SLOOOOOW"
She yelled down at me.
I was barley below her so I decided to give her a scare. I grabbed her leg and yanked. she fell.
"OOOOOLIIIIIII WHYYYYYY?!?!"
She was crying,
"MAAAAYAAA!!!"
She hit the rocks, I was 10 she was 7. I'm 21 now, she woke up on her birthday.
Amnesia that word destroyed so many lives. I never knew how badly till now.
She didn't remember us.
She never got to meet kelsey.
She keeps screaming at us. calling us "her" "them" "ashton"
Screaming for "Andy""JINXXY""Jake""CC""ASHLEY"
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My Sissie the one I never really met, she'd been in the hospital all my life.
Maya.
She'd been back for a week, she wouldn't except up. but I'm taking her to mall today.
Oli hates himself.

She insisted on going to hot topic, I hate watching her. looking bands that don't exist. she drives herself crazy..
***********
By babies home.
I should tell tate. he was her best friend he visited twice a week.
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I sat with this boy named Tate on a roof.
I don't like this reality.
I missed 11 years of my life.
I've started going insane...
I saw Andy I got up and started rinning.
"ANDYJINXXYJAKECCASHLEY"
*******
She ran off the building.
Dead dead dead dead.
Gone.
I waited 11 years and she's gone.

I don't even fucking know what's going on in this chapters sorry