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I was crying curled up on jinxxys lap.
"Shhh"
I just cried harder.
"Jinxxy?"
"Yeah?"
"Promise me you'll never die?"
"I promise."
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I laid in bed thinking about it.
In my hour nap I dreamt a life time.
The band members are coming over today....

Ding ding dong
I open the door to see CC.
I grab him close.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, please don't kill me. I'm sorry I didn't mean to kill you."i mumbled into his chest(well more like stomach) until he picked me up hugging me close.
"You alright kid?" He whispers in my ear.
"C'mon"
He carries me up to my room.
Laying me on the bed I curl up on his lap.
I start talking about my dream, hiccuping from crying. I start falling asleep I see the black. so pure and dark i feel as I disappear, fade into the black abyss of sleep.

I woke up and no one was there.
I felt it the feeling that ruined my life, dream? Reality? The urge to run cut die.

I pulled out my blade and stood Infront of the mirror carving my body.
I collapsed,
"JINXXY"
he ran to me,
"Oh my god!" He breathed
"Tell the boys that I'll be home soon.
I'll greet at the doors of doom.
It's not your fault, I'm dying.
Cause there's meaning to a flower unless it blooms.
I love you."
lap.
I collapse and close my eyes. I start falling asleep I see the black. so pure and dark i feel as I disappear, fade into the black abyss of sleep.


Sorry like 3 more chapters than I might delete it when it's dorm

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