I'm with you

What i have been wishing for

Kirsten POV

I pull him into the room and slam the door shut. I let a nervous laugh escape from me and I roughly pull him close and kiss him hard, I feel his breath is as shaky and scared as mine. I bite bis lip and toy with him while he takes his arms around me and picks me up and holds me close. The air in the room seems to feel thick and hot, as sweat starts to form on my skin I kiss Cameron harder, teeth and tongues clashing as if a war has begun. His hands start to shake as he lightly pulls off my shirt and looks at me, he takes a short breath and looks me up and down as we both blush. As we have slowed down our breath is heavy, his eyes keep studying me, clothed parts and not. Feeling conscious about myself I start to wrap my arms around myself and look away. "I'm not much." I whisper. And with that I'm suddenly in his arms and he's looking at me with such care in his eyes. "Kirsten Clark you are the most beautiful and extraordinary woman I have ever met, you are so much in my eyes." And with those words I lowered my arms and let him see me. His hands stayed at my hips, I take the hem of his shirt in my hands and pull it over his head and set my hand on his chest. My fingers trace his scar, "it's ugly." Says Cameron, "no." I say, "it's beautiful." I spin him around and lay him on the bed as I pull of his pants so that he's only in boxers. I crawl into the bed and sit on his hips. I bend my neck down and kiss his scar gently. He smiles and as quietly as he can he whispers my name. My kisses travel up to his jawline and I make my way to his mouth once my mouth meets his the heat in the room is back. We are kissing so deep an lovingly that I don't even know if I've ever been kissed in this way. He grabs me with one hand around my waist and the other behind my head and flips me in my back and now the rolls are reversed, he's pinned me down. Hard. And his lips are moving across the skin of my neck until I can feel his breath in my ear. My hands are in his hair and I don't want to let go. We are like that for a while. Shirtless. Hot. Sweaty. And kissing like we've never kissed before. Until I realize his hands have traveled lower and his fingers are wrapped in my belt loops of my jeans. I look up and his eyes widen as if asking if it is okay for him to go further. I muster my courage and not my head. His fingers fumble at the buttons until he gets them undone and pulls them off my legs. We climb under the blankets and rid ourselves of the remaining fabrics that keep us apart. And then it's just us. His fingers trace my entire body and mine do the same. I realized the day has passed us already and the sky is turning dark. I keep kissing him as our bodies move closer together he switches off the small table lamp and the room turns the color of dusk. As he moves the final inch closer I stop for a moment and look him in the eyes and ask. "Can your heart handle it?" Without even answering me he makes the final move and I let out a gasp. "How's that for an answer?" He says with a sly grin. And we stay like that. Bare skin on skin. Feeling the love between us. And I feeling something I've never dreamt of feeling. Something I didn't even know I wanted.

After an hour or so of kissing and giggling we lay in bed and just be. We lay next to each other and he plays with the messy strands of my hair that do not want to cooperate. He hasn't stopped smiling the entire time that we have been laying here and I find it adorable. "Thank you I say." He smiles but looks confused. "For what stretch?" For giving me these lessons on how to love. I smile a toothy grin and he kisses my forehead. He still is smiling and this time I need to ask. "Why in gods name are you still smiling Cameron goodkin?" His smile is still there but he looks at the ceiling for a minuet before then looking down in my eyes and holding my face in his palm. "You were my first Kirsten." And with that me kisses my lips and goes back to smiling although now mrs trying to hide it. But he can't. I can see the pure joy in his eyes. The type of joy you would see in one that was in love.

Yay new chapter! And it got steamy 😏 hope you all enjoyed it! And I will be posting next chapter tomorrow or the next day! I love you all and would love to hear feedback!