Ride OR Die

chapter 16 :|Open

Don't wanna act all nonchalant, that would mean

That everything we talked about was all for nothin'

Ohh, girl, you know I've been sufferin'
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Baby I would go insane for your love

Fuck what your friends say, girl that's gotta mean somethin

~Bryson Tiller-Open
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Antwan Freeman

I clenched my jaw as tight as possible. I've never been so pissed off and devastated in my life.

I made a huge mistake pretending not to care, when they were together the first time.

That shit killed me even though, I had Cameron. She just wasn't her and I hated the fact that she had someone else.

I felt my gun in my pocket. I took a deep breath before walking back into her room.

I'm not let this shit go down like that.

Dezi was crying hard as hell as he tried to comfort her.

"Nigga you gotta go!" I demanded

"I ain't going nowhere, you better take your ass somewhere else." He snapped

I held my breath and grabbed my gun.

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled mad as ever

Dezi looked up terrified. "Shad go."

He sucked his teeth. "No. You not his anymore. I'm up next."

I removed the safety and cocked the gun. The muscles on my hand flexed from me holding the gun so tight.

She got up and walked to me.

"Antwan stop. This isn't necessary. " She pleaded

"Yes the fuck it is." I argued

Rashad got up and grabbed his stuff pissed off.

"Don't let me catch you here no more." I said

He walked out the door. Dezi cried harder.

"Why you here?" She cried

I set my gun down and sighed.

"It's been a month and you haven't said a word to me."

"I told you, I was done."

"But I'm not."

She rolled her eyes.

I reached in my pocket and pulled out a pregnacy test.

"Take it." I demanded

"No."

"No? I'm not giving you a choice. You about to take this fucking test!"

"Or what? You gonna shoot me again? Hit me?" She asked sarcastically

I frowned getting pissed. "Damn that was low."

She shrugged and wiped her eyes.

"Antwan I don't know what the hell you want. I told you I was done and I meant that."

I clenched my jaw at her using my full name. "Desiree you got one more time to say some disrespectful shit."

"Why you still here?" She said climbing in her bed.

I walked over to her and picked her up out of the bed.

She tried to fight me and ended up kicking some papers off the dresser. A picture caught my eye.