How Our Minds Can Wander.

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(Alison's POV)

You know that saying;

"Sometimes home isn't a place, it's a person"?

I get it. I understand. But I don't know if I'm happy about that, or resentful.

Being in love is something I never expected of myself, to have feelings so deep for somebody, it just..wasn't me, you know?

I've had boyfriends, sure, but they were just relationship with no feelings. I've always thought it was wrong to date somebody with your heart being set on someone else. Maybe I was just trying to move on? It's been two years, and I'm still trying to "move on". My heart won't let me, my mind won't let me, I am emotionally stuck. Trapped.

For the past two years, I've been hesitant on getting something I desperately need; closure. I can't bring myself to face facts, live in reality. After all, why would anyone want to live in reality when your dreams are so much better?

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