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|Finn Lewis|
"For the umpteenth time, LEAVE ME ALONE!" Bea slammed their dirty-white door right in front of my face.
This is the same situation that happens every single fucking day. Yes I still have no luck. My self-esteem dwindles every time she slams the door, rejects me and calls me stupid for not giving up yet. Yes I agree, I am fucking stupid to have fallen for a girl like Bea. She rejects anyone besides her friends. Heck, even the hottest lads from my class got rejected! And that may be one mystery even Indiana Jones may never solve.
I sighed. I dropped the white bouquet of roses on her front porch, devastated. This was the 1 825th time I got rejected. I admit I'm losing hope. No. I lost hope. I'm sorry future plans, I give up. I can't live like this, getting rejected, door-slamming and all those crap. I walked out their gate, with a new goal. "Find a place for broken hearts."
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I finally found a comfortable position on my bed. A deep thought occurred to me.
Why have I fallen in love with Bea? Out of all people, why her? It could have been anyone, Rosemary, Emily but why her?
Was it because when I was twelve , when it was the moment I saw her play with puppies and smile ?
Was it because she wasn't that girl who wanted everything?
Was it because she broke her left leg for me?
Was it because she held Sir Pick-nose-a-lot's hand without hesitation so she can comfort him?
Was it because she can hold back tears and hide her fears?
Was it because she was Bea Annette LeBeau?
Was it because I loved the way she broke my heart before it all got too much?
"Ughh!" I sat up and messed up my brown hair. "I give up." I whispered to myself, my eyes got a bit watery but I didn't cry. Besides tomorrow is the first day of school. Good luck finding yourself a new crush Lewis.
>>>>>AUTHOR'S LOVE LETTER<<<<<
Well hey guys, just a few notes
If you were wondering BEA is pronounced as "BEE" Sophisticated right?
I guess I'm not the best at grammar, I'm still just a student coping with SCHOOL :( so if you do see corrections please notify me freely. I'll be editing the chapters from time to time and I'll place notices on top before the start of the story if they are edited or not.
Anyways I do hope you enjoy this and I apologize for the sad chapter. Well it is the beginning anyways.
Love,
@FabMustache <3
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