Beca:
Today is the day I have to go to that counselor. It was half 10 at the moment and I was just sat at my desk mixing a few songs together, Music is what helps me get away from the world.
"Beca, Ready to go?" I heard Jesse say as he walked in to my dorm
"Can you knock!" I said quite annoyed
He said sorry and we began to make our way. Jesse wasn't going to stay but he had a class near by so he just decided to walk with me to make sure I actually went. Once I got to the door of the building I sighed. I said bye to Jesse and walked in.
"Hope I am making you proud mum" I mumbles to myself
"Hii! Who are you here for?" Some gray haired woman asked
Ew, She annoys me.
"Chloe?" I mumbled and she nodded
She led me down a hall and said it was room 9. I knocked softly and then some red head answered the door. She was gorgeous! Wait..Yes! I seen her yesterday!
"Hi, You're Beca right?" She smiled
"Yeah" I mumbled
"I remember you from yesterday!" She smiled happily
I just nodded and she told me to take a seat. She closed the door and I looked around her office. There was a group photo on the wall of the 'Bella's' The bitchy blonde was next to her.
"Who asked you to come here Beca?" She asked
She grabbed a notepad and a pen and looked at me.
(I don't know what kind of questions are asked but just go with it :P )
"Jesse, My friend" I sighed
"I am sensing that you didn't want to come?" She said
"Not really"
"Why is that?" She looked at me
I am not opening up to 'Chloe'. She seems nice but I do not open up for anyone because as soon as you let you're walls down they break you're heart or they just leave you because they know what you are really like and in my case they leave because I'm too 'Sad' or I cut too much.
"I don't need help"
"He wouldn't ask you to come along if he didn't feel like it would help. I promise you Beca I will not make you feel low. You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to" She smiled
I just nodded and played with my bracelets.
"Is that why you wear them?" She said looking at my wrist
You could see a few scars from where I moved my bracelet
I sighed. I just nodded and looked down.
"It's nothing to be ashamed of you know. They are just scars that show you was strong enough to stay"
"Try telling my dad that" I mumbled
I mumble alot but I didn't feel comfortable opening up to someone I have only just met.
"Is you're dad one of the reasons you have done this to yourself?"
"Yeah, He has always judged me about it. Instead of being a parent and telling me that everything will be okay he just said he was annoyed at me" I said, A small tear slipping down my cheek
I hate crying in front of people. I makes me feel weak, I know I am weak but I don't want others to think that. Chloe noticed and placed her hand on my knee. It made me feel goosebumps. That's weird right?
I don't know why I told Chloe that, She probably doesn't care.
"I'm sorry, You probably didn't care" I whispered
"I care. I want you to feel like you can talk to me Beca" She said softly
"ThankYou for listening" I sighed
"Always be here to listen to you and support you okay?" She said and I nodded
This session was only half an hour today because she had to help the blonde girl pick people for their group. I didn't complain as I just wanted to go and finish my mixes.
"Oh and Beca. I will help you" She told me
She handed me a bit of paper which had the next counselling session on it. She said goodbye and I nodded, Heading back to my room. I opened the paper that Chloe handed me.
'Every Tuesday and Friday at 11am, If you ever need anything though don't be scared to give me a text ;) Hope we can become friends soon Beca x'
I smiled a little to myself. I've only just met her and she has made me smile like twice now. What is she doing to me! I haven't smiled around my dad since I was 13 and she has made me smile twice! For the rest of the day I couldn't get her words out of my head.
'I will help you'
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FanfictionBeca has been depressed ever since she was 15, When she was 19 she moved to Barden University. Her best-friend of 3 years, Jesse, Signs her up for counseling with the one and only Chloe. Will Beca be able to open up or will she continue to shut her...