-Bechloe-

Nine

Beca:

"Aubrey what are you doing here?! You know I don't want you around here!" I heard Chloe shout

I was sleeping until Chloe shouted. I slowly sat up and stretched. I quietly walked out of my room and sat on the top of the stairs, I wanted to hear the rest of the convocation!

"Just because of Beca?! Chloe she is going to hurt you soon! Why can't you just see that and break up with the bitch? She has way to many problems and that will effect you because she is just going to be bringing you down with her! She useless Chloe and the sooner you realise the better!" Aubrey spat

I wish I never listened now. Why when I am happy someone has to ruin it? I didn't bother to listen to Chloe's reply. I just grabbed a jumper and slipped my shoes on. I was wearing leggings so I didn't feel the need to change. I don't know why I slept in leggings. As soon as I got my shoes on I headed downstairs and straight out the door. I decided to go to the graveyard. 

Once I arrived I sat down in front of my mum's grave.

"Why do people hate me mum? Why am I useless? Why do I have so many problems? Why? Just Why? I didn't want to be like this. I never wanted you're death to be my fault. Chloe's friend Aubrey really does hate me mum. I want to be with Chloe forever, I love her and I want her to want to be with me forever too. I try so hard to stay strong for her so she doesn't think I am weak and pathetic because then she might leave me. I don't want her to listen to Aubrey, I don't want Aubrey to be right" I sniffed

"Bec, People don't hate you. You are far from useless, You're perfect and Aubrey should of seen that slap I just gave her coming! She is defiantly not my friend, If she can't support our relationship then she's no friend of mine. I love you and I promise we will be together forever okay?" Chloe said

She always seems to follow right behind when I go out the house. It makes me feel loved. I nodded and we decided to go and get a Starbucks. Once we got our drinks we began to head back to the house. That's where I seen Jesse standing by his car waiting for me. I was at the recording studio today, I didn't think I did though, I swear it was tomorrow.

"I have to go help Jesse with something, See you later?" I turned to Chloe

"Sure babe" She smiled

I gave her a quick kiss and got into Jesse's car.

"I thought I had the studio tomorrow?"

"You do but we are best-friends and we never spend time together anymore" He told me

I smiled and we began to talk about pretty much anything. I feel really bad because I have forgotten to even bother with our friendship, I mean I have known him much longer than I have anyone else here. We got to a lake we used to come to when we was younger. It was lovely and we used to come here after school all the time.

"Promise me we will hang out a lot more?" He asked sadly

"I promise J" I smiled

We had a quick hug and began talking over memories.

"I remember when you asked me out here after school once. You were so nervous!" I laughed

"I was 14, Leave me alone" He smirked

That's what I have never mentioned to anyone! Me and Jesse dated for 3 years. We was very happy together but in the end we just decided to be friends. I knew I liked girls too. Yes. I am Bi, Not just gay. I haven't told Chloe and my dad just assumed I was gay, He didn't even ask. News flash prick face! I'm Bi.

"I was upset when we decided to just be friends, I never told you that because I thought we would be better as just friends but it broke my heart. That was the first time I cut. I know I suggested it but I regret to this day" I said softly